You’re the only reason why people are greeting me today. I say ‘thank you’ but it doesn’t feel right. I feel like I don’t deserve it. At least not yet. I don’t think I’ve been good enough to be everything a father should be. I can only make the excuse that I wasn’t ready or that I wasn’t prepared so many times. I know I’m still rubbish and I’m not decent enough. At least not yet. I’ll keep on trying and I’ll learn everyday. So one day you’ll look back and think “my daddy was great”. So I’ll carry you and read you stories every night, until you don’t ask for them anymore. I’ll deserve that name. There will come a time when you won’t look for me every 5 seconds, when you won’t tell me ‘Daddy, I’m done pooping.’, so I’ll cherish these moments and when I ask myself if you’re too big to be carried, I’ll tell myself, ‘No, not yet.’ (at Phuket, Thailand) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBtN9MlDwQW/?igshid=nv904nbysens
