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your f/o has a rough heart, an undeniable troubled nature to them. they’ve been through insurmountable pain, a trauma so deep you can barely put the pieces together in your head. on top of that, they are extremely guarded, not allowing anyone to witness the internal damage they have. yet, they seem to soften in your presence. when you’re with them, their inner turmoil subsides; they ease up, even if they don’t outwardly show it. things are simply more grounded, more manageable, with you there.

on particularly bad days, they know that you’re the one constant that they can find comfort in. with your arms wrapped around them, you try your best to console them any way you know how. maybe that’s a gentle reminder of how much they mean to you, and their impact on the world. or maybe it’s simply sitting in silence, letting them experience a quiet moment of tranquility. regardless of what you decide to do, your f/o recognizes how much effort you put in to make them feel slightly less tormented. words can’t describe how much they appreciate you and the level of care and love you show them.

you become their driving force, their inspiration. the thought of you is what keeps them pushing forward; knowing that you are there, waiting for them at the end of the day. even with all the hardships that they have went through, and continue to go through, you are the one thing they can find solace in. you have become their sanctuary, a person they truly feel at peace with. they are forever grateful that you entered their life. to gaze upon their scars and say “i see your pain, i see your suffering. and i will love you, despite it all.”

you mean the world to them. they truly, truly love you.

Imagine your usually stoic f/o being so vulnerable with you only. They shut out the world but you are their one light in their darkened world. They hold you close and carefully, not wanting to hurt their precious darling that lets them be this way. They tell you their deepest thoughts and you never judge them, only love them more. Each time you do this they only become more entangled with you. They love you so much <3

It's hot, isn't it? So let's cool down with a quick spell I love to make in the summer...

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What you need

💧 Water - ideally, moon water that you have left to cool outside during the night in a clean and sealed recipient

🍋 Lemon juice - ideally, organic and fresh

🧊 Ice - ideally, made of that same moon water, but frozen

How to make it

Shake the lemon juice with ice, then pour into a container of moon water. While stirring (always clockwise), chant the following words:

"May this water banish uncomfortable heat. Water, drive away the harsh heat. Water, bless me. Water, cool me. So mote it be!"'

Then, drink it!

Here's a list of some common fruits (at least here in my corner of the USA) and their most commonly practiced properties.

Apple: Love, success, healing, happiness, joy, peace

Apricot: Lust, love, peace, affection

Banana: Spirituality, fertility, luck, love, prosperity

Blackberry: Lust, protection, healing, prosperity

Blueberry: Protection, peace, calmness

Cherry: Joy, love

Cranberry: Protection

Grape: Dreaming, prosperity, fertility

Grapefruit: Cleansing, healing, purification (eat with caution if you're on meds!)

Lemon: Purification, cleansing, removing blockages, energy

Lime: Love, peace, protection, cleansing, purification

Mango: Protection, lust, affection, love

Melon: Purification, healing

Nectarine: Love, affection, intimacy

Orange: Purification, healing, luck, love, prosperity

Peach: Longevity, wisdom, joy, fertility, love

Pear: Longevity, lust, love, prosperity, luck

Pineapple: Love, lust, protection, prosperity

Plum: Protection, love, lust

Pomegranate: Creativity, luck, prosperity, wishes

Raspberry: Energy, joy, love, protection

Strawberry: Success, romance, love, luck

Watermelon: Healing

Remember, everyone, always dig a little deeper if you're struggling and never accept the first answer you find as ultimate truth! Knowledge is power, and power is control. Safe practicing and blessed be!