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I love you Chelsea.

you're smart.

you're very approachable.

and you just shine so brightly that it scares me.

i'm afraid that when you shine too brightly, i might not be able to match you at your level. i'm afraid I might lose you when you radiate too much of your beauty. i've been selfish. afraid that people would think that you're too good for me. my soul- disagreeing to letting others see how amazing you are; seeing the flawlessness of your skin: your shoulders, your legs, your stomach, your chest. keeping the wonders that you always leave upon your path to myself. because maybe you'd start getting all their attention and think to yourself that i don't deserve you... and maybe i don't. but i've fallen too deep to disagree. i've sunken too much into insanity- obsession... over you. and so, i've been shadowing over you. keeping you, possessing you.

it's probably the biggest problem our relationship has- insecurity towards your own partner.

i've been hiding your light. but this sin has to stop. because i know it's wrong.

so, shine. shine brightly.

the circumstances clearly show that it is the way we handle things that pose a problem. we stand on different sides during a predicament instead of standing together side by side.