The Fickle TCK

Walk to the office

And run to the meetings

Lunching with colleagues right on the balcony

Run into the bitch no apology

These are a few things that I wanna do./

Skipping like fairies and standing like soldiers

Jumping and screaming

With no repercussions

Running away from the authorities

These are a few things that I wanna do./

Eating and drinking

Feasting in merry land

Ice cream that contributes to my new flab

Stuffing my face til I need to get a cab

These are a few things that I wanna do./

When the nerves strike

When the veins sting

When I’m feeling bad

I simply remember my things to do list

And then I don’t feel so sad.//

(This girl, so fierce.)

Wish I could’ve been there with her,

But she doesn’t need me, no fear.

(This girl, so cute.)

Could hold her own and own herself,

Don’t need no man to holder her back.

(Independent.)

Seeing you this hot makes me go,

Throw your hair back and look no more. 

(I love you D.)

Happy to see you so chirpy,

See you again soon my baby. //

走啊走的屁股歪了

pee阿poo阿很麻烦的

最懒的行为被发现

无所谓早晚会吐血

吃的双下巴make debut

吃的补的不像话fool

翻来翻去我也好累

但是不翻没办法睡

摔个脚能喊累，我呸

赖在家我嫌烦，崩溃//

A Love between friendships,

A sweet kiss on the lips.

Because of you, I believe Hope again.

Because of you, I’m not helpless again.

A Love between lovers,

A bond that is golden.

Because of you, I’ve gained my self-confidence.

Because of you, I’ve suppressed my ignorance.

A Love between the two of us,

A destined path that won’t be lost.

Because of us, we’ve gotten far.

Because of us, we’ll reach the stars. //

It’s been a while since I wrote.

Mainly been writing bills and money I owe.

Now’s the time to give my thanks,

Words aren’t enough, but I truly feel blessed.

Having broken multiple bones in multiple places,

In and out of hospitals - a common nuisance.

I’ve been in pain where morphine doesn’t help alleviate,

All other pain seems like a piece of cake.

I never knew that somewhere I don’t call home,

I have friends taking care of me at first call.

A basket of bread, fruit, and (event) wine,

Helped me get through the hard times.

I never thought I’d be poured with love,

From those who don’t share my own blood.

All your ‘how are yous’ and home visits,

really makes me feel at peace and placid.

We all get sick and need a bit of help,

But your generosity exceeds all wealth.

Fallen sick in a country I’m unfamiliar with,

I’m glad I have you all with the love you’ve given. //

Sometimes the people you love

Won’t be at your side.

Sometimes the people you love

Come between you and I.

Sometimes the people you love

Will vanish in time.

I don’t know how we became strangers,

the feeling is mutual.

I don’t know how we became strangers,

but I feel unnatural.

I don’t know how we became strangers,

but I still miss you so.

I know in time we’ll both end up fine.

I wish you the best when I’m not there.

I often still think of you as mine,

But to you it wouldn’t be so fair.

No matter what comes between you and I,

You’ll be in my heart when I lay here. //

我单身并不难过

想到你才会难过

我单身过的开心

没有你才有自信/

我不想当你朋友

不是不跟你联络

我需要考虑后果

我也想正常生活/

我想过我的未来

有没有你的存在

没有我们就单纯

反正你有其他人/

我为什么要受苦

没有你应该幸福

怎么甩都甩不掉

我不够他妈的屌//

Blue skies should be a human right.

Sadly, in China, it’s an occasional delight.

我的小黑吉，

我对不起你。

我们在一起的时间很少，

你却没把我给忘掉。

小时候，你还强暴我朋友的脚，

小时候，你还呕吐在我手中里。

玩耍时，我把你耳朵折的很美，

玩耍时，你都让我把你折磨死。

(还是你把我们给折磨死吧...)

我的黑吉吉，

我经常梦到你。

我的肥腊肠，

很多人爱过你。

我的小黑吉，

你要在天堂玩的开心。

No obligation to love,

Just means I’m still young.

Maybe I haven’t found the one,

That’s why I’ve been so tough./

No responsibilities to uphold,

That’s why I’ve been so bold. 

Breaking free from the mold.

“Do what you want,” I’ve been told./

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Youth is not defined by age.

Youth is set at your own pace.

Youth is not an excuse to escape.

Youth helps you write your next page.//

My 3 beautiful eggs,

Your yolks make me beg,

Beg for that glistening gold,

Mesmerizing me forever more./

You remind me of the sun,

So beautiful and warm.

Your gentle sweet kiss on my lips,

Both eaten and absorbed.//

The more responsibilities we have,

The less we spread our wings to fly.

There are more times we say “I can’t,”

We get scared there’s not enough time./

There are times I want, I need, I should.

But age - an excuse holding me back.

There are times I would, I wish, I could.

But fear chokes my dreams to black./

I will break free from this cycle.

I will truly be able to live.

I can break society’s flow.

I just need to wait and believe. //

No money, one problem.

Where’s my next meal?

No money, no problem.

My belly’s been filled.

No money, one problem.

How do I pay my next bill?

No money, no problem.

Just relax and chill.

No money, few problems.

Deal with the bare necessities.

No money, no problem.

No need for excess luxuries.//

Maybe life’s pace goes by too fast.

No time to reminisce the past.

Not enough time to mourn the passed.

No time to switch back the hourglass.

You were there when I was at my lowest.

You were my friend when I wasn’t my best.

You were my angel who gave me my strength.

You were my savior when I had no friends./

I feel like I’ve known you my entire life,

But we’ve only met a couple of times.

I feel like I can be safe around you,

But I know you’ll eventually leave me too./

Angels come in different forms and sizes.

You came in my life and I feel blessed.

Angels are all around you - look closer,

Find one, and together you’ll fly higher.//

I might not be a smart woman,

But I do know what love is.

I might not be a smart woman,

But I do know your sweet kiss.

I might seem gullible,

But i know what trust is.

I might seem gullible,

But I know how to live./

It might seem like I don’t care,

But I understand your freedom.

It might seem like I don’t care,

But I set you free out of love.

I might not be a smart woman,

But I know when to let you go.

I might not be a smart woman,

But I know when to let life flow./