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I usually watch yours. I just... I can't think about anything else. Maybe it's an obsession, maybe it's something else, but it's all I can think about. I have to win. Everything will be back to normal after next week. I'll be on top again.

I know about obsession's . Boy do I know about obsession's. You will win and you will have gold. Trust me. I'll have gold soon too and all will be right in the world.

I swear, it's all I can think about. Valentines Day is coming up, I should be focused on that, it's when Bobby and I first got together but... the match is that day. And he can't even come with me because he's got bookings, but in a way I'm relieved because I don't want any distractions. Which feels... sick. It feels wrong, like there's something wrong with me.

I barely have time to keep up with Bobby's stuff. I've been so focused on Australia. I'm not fucking up a title shot again. I refuse to let it happen.

But I'm me. I watch your stuff, boo. I'm not mad at you, win the gold and we can celebrate.

I usually watch yours. I just... I can't think about anything else. Maybe it's an obsession, maybe it's something else, but it's all I can think about. I have to win. Everything will be back to normal after next week. I'll be on top again.

I barely have time to keep up with Bobby's stuff. I've been so focused on Australia. I'm not fucking up a title shot again. I refuse to let it happen.