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I’m the girl in bed, too devastated to move.
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In the end, it’s always the same.
I’m the girl in bed, too devastated to move.

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When will I get to the point where I can talk about it without falling apart?
When will I hear your name-
{No. Not just your name, I mean YOUR name}
Without feeling the blow to my stomach?
When a passing mention of you doesn’t level me to the fucking ground?
When will I reach the point where I can be nostalgic? Have that dreamy reflective expression on my face instead of being this … this figure that loses its shape when faced with the memory of you?
How much longer?
Please tell me it’s not long, now.
> K. E.
I’m okay, most of the time.
As ‘okay’ as I’ve ever been.
Then there are the nights.
[And it is always night]
When the ache hits.
My heart feels stretched too thin.
I can hardly breathe with the intensity of it.
Is it stretched or is it reaching?
I don’t know. Whatever it is, I want it to stop.
It won’t find you anywhere.
> K.E.
I didn’t want to let them in, her and Peeta, but the walls of a person’s heart are not impregnable, not if they have ever known love.
My hands are broken. I’ve held on so tight.
Held on with everything I have.
> K.E.

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I don’t want to hate you.
It makes my stomach roll, and my skin feel like it’s burning.
I love you. I want to love you.
> K. E.
HAILEE STEINFELD in SINNERS (2025) dir. Ryan Coogler
"You keep dancing with the devil, one day she’s going to follow you home.”
I will never, never forgive you.
Not so long as I live.
Not in death.
Not in any parallel, timeline, or plane.
I curse you, damn you, in every shade and form I may take.
> K. E.
It’s a shame.
All of this rage, and the only blood to show for it is my own.
> K.E.
I’m tired, so very tired.
Of you.
Of me.
Of this life. This sad fucking joke of a life.
> K. E.

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I miss him. I miss him so fucking badly, and you know what? I’m allowed to miss him. I’ve paid dearly for the right to.
> K.E.
I’m tired.
I’ve been tired for so long, I can’t remember a time when I wasn’t. It scares me.
You keep drowning yourself, sweetheart. In whiskey and vodka and worse, but it won’t help. Haven’t you learned by now?
Tonight ...
For the very first time, I wish I’d never met you.
The heartache outweighs the ecstasy.
I would choose the pain of never knowing you, over the agony of being loved and then unloved by you.
> K.E.

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I’ve loved you ... always. Then and now.
And you’ve let me down. Every. Single. Time.
Which one of us is worse?
The fool or the torturer?
> K.E.
“She finally got the happy ending,
She was waiting for,
Though she’s lying on the floor,
Without a heartbeat,
She’s happy somewhere.”
-O