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Are you mad at me?

Are you proud of me?

I’m starting to forget the sound of your voice.

Does this come with time?

Does this come with peace?

I knew we were toxic but you taught me to embrace the beauty of trauma.

Do you hate how much I love him?

Do you hate how much I smile at him?

I know this is a one sided phone call.

But I feel you close by.

Will you save me a sit in heaven?

Will you fight for my wings so I can be by your side?

Protect me whiles I’m down here a little longer.

Alot has happen since we last spoke.

You graduated

Got your forever home

Have a daughter name Yuumi

Got more tattoos

Reunited with your dad

You and Roland are now good friends

You chat with him from time to time

And you even dated a new person since (broke up with them after Valentine )

You're currently in bed listening to penguin by Christina Perri

And you are crying yourself whiles re reading your old post.

Lately, you've been thinking about how you are Ted Mosby and Roland is now your robin.

That's because you're in love with the memory.... The memories of how so in love you felt when with him.

Everything you've said about him was right

That kissing him melted your heart.

I haven't had that feeling in such a long fucking time

I haven't felt that overly happy spring feeling since him.

I envy 2019 us

I wished I could back and do so many things different

But I can't

I truly hope we find our S/O one day

And when those feelings starts to happen again

That's when I know

I fell in love once again

I'll check back on you in 5 years (our 30s 🥴🥹)

Stay strong silly head

Love Jess

P.s sorry for not caring enough to put grammar. You get my lazy ass

Dear Jess,

Im sorry you feel like you couldn’t put up a fight.

I’m sorry that your crying so much today

I’m sorry you feel as you’re heart was ripped apart and you’re lost thinking why couldn’t I make those last few days memorable

I’m sorry you had to lose the guy you dreamnt and pray for

I’m sorry this all came out of of no where and all you want to do is get rid of this feeling.

I’m just sorry

Major Mosby

What I want back in my life is how I dreamt about marrying you and being happy forever.

What I want is to kiss you and have my heart melt everytime I think about your soft lips

What I want is to love you however I want and see.you how i used too

I want only you Sir Thomas

My wrist bled out for help

You weren't there to save me

I felt my body hit the floor

Before even reaching it

My heart is torn

My mind is sick

My hands are weak

My eyes won't stop searching for us

What your next move

If I could be honest

I ended things because my feelings for you were getting more robust, and I knew that could break our friendship.

I've grown over the years

I started to expect who I am

I was ready for you to see the same

If I could go back in time

I would've told you that It was you. It has always been you. The girl I saw my life with

The girl I thought I would end up with

I pushed you away because I rather have you hate me than know the real reason

How can she be okay with it but i can't

I hate not seeing the person I love

I’ve been thinking about dying for the past 3 days now

I’ve been thinking about dying for the past 3 days now

Please remember that you’re only human.

We grow and learn from our mistakes.

We shouldn’t duel on it at all because what has happened in the past. It won’t make a re return because you have stopped it.

Learn to be kinder and patience with yourself.

The things you say to yourself isn’t something you’ll say to other people.

You don’t only live once

You live everyday

You only die once

I believe that you’ll be okay

And you are becoming a strong inderpent women