thedensedoctorā: Medical Professionals
āAh, yes. I quite know what you mean,ā Ford said.Ā āIf it wasnāt for Violet, I likely wouldnāt have gotten anywhere at all. For all the textbooks I read, it was impossible for me to understand the nature of magic without practical experience. Iāve made decent strides since then⦠But in most cases, I can only heal minor cuts and bruises. It is frustrating, since I know I should be able to do more than that, but the only person I can freely use my magic on- other than myself- is Violet. Of course⦠I suppose sheās something of a special case.ā
āRegardless⦠It does feel like my magic has somewhat stagnated since then. Iām not sure what will be needed to take it to the next step- hopefully, nothing drastic. But tell me, how has your magical progression gone? Like me, Iād imagine it was difficult for you to grasp the concept?ā
āSheās been able to help me a little, but itās not really something weāve explored much,ā Trent admitted, sighing. It was frustrating that he, too, had stagnated in the process despite his efforts otherwise. āIāve used bits of it in practice - but only things Iām absolutely confident in. You wouldnāt catch me setting a bone or the like with magic.ā
āIāve spent a fair bit of time studying on my own, both in practice and in theory, but youāre right - there was nothing in my traditional education to prepare me for this.ā Trent shook his head. āItās a huge learning curve. Iām trying - you canāt be given a gift like this and in good conscience ignore it - but itās hard. Just wrapping my mind around the theory is difficult. How do you intuitively do something you donāt actually have the instincts for?ā
āYes, well...ā Ford sort of crossed his arms as he muttered something a bit too quietly to hear, squashing the small prick of jealousy he felt when Trent said heād practiced a bit with Violet. He knew that it was completely professional, and Violet was an excellent teacher. It was just that, to him, the time they spent learning magic together was something special, so he was a bit happy that Trent hadnāt explored it too much with her.
ā...In any case, the biggest blocker for me was the... emotional nature of the practice. On the mainland, weāre taught to keep our personal feelings out of our practice. However, as I came to find out, having strong emotions can greatly amplify your magic. It is something I continue to struggle with, even now.ā