he was different, and i was never the same

My body feels as if a thousand worms are feasting upon it The lethargy never ends So when will tranquility begin? Rampant are my thoughts Like hounds they trample upon my peace Both body and mind weigh heavy Yet the heart suffers continually

Can the agony that has infested my being cease? Will my soul ever see the sunlight again? Or am I trapped in this cage of my own invention? Never to laugh, Never to love, Never to live.