Art in icon by Bendernafbro!! My main is Scenicphoenix This is for all my Cult of the lamb stuff! I have too many AUs!! β starting to think my gender nothing is fluid and likes to change between window and air- he him and they them - call me Phoenix or Ash
I donβt do pronouns call me by one of my names please! Call me Scenic, Phoenix, or Ash.
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I have a AO3 now, called ScenicPhoenix (same name as my main tumblr) with the icon I use for the Damned Lamb
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Did this in 5h (somehow ???) It's far from perfect but in my mind I spent more time on it and it's actually something I started months ago but school was taking too much of my time and now that I'm done it took me 2 days to finally finish it ! Very proud of it despite knowing I can do more and better, just don't look too closely lol
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You know, after the last comic it made me think: what makes someone to be chosen by the crown? And how far (and strong) can a crown influence a person?
Because what happened to Hastur smells like outside influence from our purple crown
Ooh boy, this is gonna be a long-winded answer that's mostly going to be rambling so bear with me.
Also feel free to ask any clarifying questions - it helps me flesh out the concept more. Hopefully this makes some semblance of sense.
Okay so
I'm a huge fan of possession stories + cursed object stories, and the idea of the crowns being parasitic entities really spoke to me.
I noticed fighting Shamura that the purple crown was embedded into their brain.
It's literally rooted into their skull
After Shamura dies, the purple crown loses its bearer and needs a new one to stay active.
We don't know how Shamura found the purple crown (I have my own thoughts about that), but if we're going on possession rules then the crowns reach out to those who are already vulnerable.
Death was given to Lambert and technically still under Narinder's control until AFTER the rest of the Bishops fell, in which it decided to change its allegiance to a new vessel that could enact the rest of the prophecy.
War on the other hand, and like I said before, we don't know how Shamura go that crown. My thought is that it thrived on the conflict within the lands of the Old Faith, twisting its followers into monstrous, mutated forms that were constantly angry and fighting each other. It needed the conflict to still have power, and without a vessel to enact its will, it was slowly losing its influence and ability to remain active.
Which is where Hastur comes in.
Hastur was and still is already in a poor mental state - he's spiraling from the lack of autonomy over his own life, the feeling of being wrenched from the afterlife over and over again, and experiencing the horrors firsthand of what the heretics likely went through in the Old Faith, regardless of if the Lamb's intentions were good or not.
But despite the fear he felt for the Lamb, the War crown was woken up by two things:
Rage - for keeping him here, for mentally destroying him, for everything he'd ever been through (even if some of it wasn't the Lamb's fault)
Envy - because if one little lamb could become a god, if a fucking worm could become a god, why couldn't he?
And so the War crown found crevice to root itself into.
A friend of mine asked me something similar a while back, and this is a bit of what I said in return
Its why Hastur's thoughts were conflicting with each other, even the ones in his own voice.
It's both an outside influence and an inside influence - it keeps its vessel complacent by making them believe that it was their idea.
And when Hastur stopped during a brief moment of clarity, him crying wasn't just because he just nearly killed Leshy.
It was because he wanted to, and this was the first time something nearly convinced him to do it. And it scared the shit out of him because he didn't know why.
So, it was technically an instinct for the purple crown, but it doesn't have any real thoughts or feelings aside from self-preservation and the need to sustain itself.
And it's going to have its vessel back, whether he wants it or not.
Which crown would swap Hastur get or is it still the purple crown and heβs way more enthusiastic about it
I think itβd still be War - what both normal and Swap Hastur have in common is their envy over the Lambβs godhood
So Swap Hastur would still be able to turn the masses against each other, and thatβs the kind of conflict War wants. Except this time theyβre on someone who is way more batshit than the OG and that is putting it lightly.
Been thinking about Swap Personality Hastur again, and how switching him from a skeptic to a fanatic makes him arguably worse than his canon personality
Heβs a lot crueler than normal AU Hastur - I took some inspiration from Bev Keane from the Midnight Mass in regards to his personality.
I think that one Comstock line from Bioshock Infinite fits him well:
βThey say the lord forgives all. But Iβm just his prophet, so I donβt have to.β
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You know, after the last comic it made me think: what makes someone to be chosen by the crown? And how far (and strong) can a crown influence a person?
Because what happened to Hastur smells like outside influence from our purple crown
Ooh boy, this is gonna be a long-winded answer that's mostly going to be rambling so bear with me.
Also feel free to ask any clarifying questions - it helps me flesh out the concept more. Hopefully this makes some semblance of sense.
Okay so
I'm a huge fan of possession stories + cursed object stories, and the idea of the crowns being parasitic entities really spoke to me.
I noticed fighting Shamura that the purple crown was embedded into their brain.
It's literally rooted into their skull
After Shamura dies, the purple crown loses its bearer and needs a new one to stay active.
We don't know how Shamura found the purple crown (I have my own thoughts about that), but if we're going on possession rules then the crowns reach out to those who are already vulnerable.
Death was given to Lambert and technically still under Narinder's control until AFTER the rest of the Bishops fell, in which it decided to change its allegiance to a new vessel that could enact the rest of the prophecy.
War on the other hand, and like I said before, we don't know how Shamura go that crown. My thought is that it thrived on the conflict within the lands of the Old Faith, twisting its followers into monstrous, mutated forms that were constantly angry and fighting each other. It needed the conflict to still have power, and without a vessel to enact its will, it was slowly losing its influence and ability to remain active.
Which is where Hastur comes in.
Hastur was and still is already in a poor mental state - he's spiraling from the lack of autonomy over his own life, the feeling of being wrenched from the afterlife over and over again, and experiencing the horrors firsthand of what the heretics likely went through in the Old Faith, regardless of if the Lamb's intentions were good or not.
But despite the fear he felt for the Lamb, the War crown was woken up by two things:
Rage - for keeping him here, for mentally destroying him, for everything he'd ever been through (even if some of it wasn't the Lamb's fault)
Envy - because if one little lamb could become a god, if a fucking worm could become a god, why couldn't he?
And so the War crown found crevice to root itself into.
A friend of mine asked me something similar a while back, and this is a bit of what I said in return
Its why Hastur's thoughts were conflicting with each other, even the ones in his own voice.
It's both an outside influence and an inside influence - it keeps its vessel complacent by making them believe that it was their idea.
And when Hastur stopped during a brief moment of clarity, him crying wasn't just because he just nearly killed Leshy.
It was because he wanted to, and this was the first time something nearly convinced him to do it. And it scared the shit out of him because he didn't know why.
So, it was technically an instinct for the purple crown, but it doesn't have any real thoughts or feelings aside from self-preservation and the need to sustain itself.
And it's going to have its vessel back, whether he wants it or not.
Are any of the other crowns going to be "reawakening", and possessing other cult members, and if yes, who and why?
Would it be possible for the old bishops to reclaim the crowns without them being given back freely (like how Narinder gave Lamb the crown at the beginning of the game)?
(If I had a nickel for every time the Lamb cared for and destructively served an omnicidal God who was planning to sacrifice them, only to betray and liberate that God in end-)
The idea of digging a big grave so she and her kids could be buried together just broke my heart. So I sketched this real quick β the little lambs, staying with their mom forever.
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1) How long did it take to get used to the cult and how long to become a disciple?
2) Why did lamb trusted him to be a disciple when, well, the first meeting was not great?
And the 3) is for hastur himself:
Why are your problems not going away?
Hastur didn't become a disciple until after Anchordeep - it took him a while to get used to the Cult given his apprehension.
Because Hastur never really gave them a reason to distrust him, at least not blatantly. He never caused much of an issue aside from his initial wariness and hostility, but when the guy started to mellow out the Lamb noticed that he was smarter than he looked and knowledgeable about a wide variety of things.
In short, they liked the guy and wanted to keep him around.
But in the same sentiment, they kept Hastur around because they found him useful.
And 3.
"What else do you want me to say? I'm just a coward."