hi, everyone. it is really hard for me to write this because i really appreciate and adore all of you, and that’s honestly what’s made me want to keep doing this, but...i can’t? i’ve been working on a lot of things behind the scenes here to try and convince myself to stay but i really shouldn’t. essentially, some ooc things have been taking a toll on logging on here lately, and i think i really need a break from rping in general because it’s making me unhappy. i know it fucking sucks to have your rp home close down, i’ve been there, but i really have to do this for me and get away from the screen for a while. i hope you can understand.
this three-ish months have been so fucking awesome for me ? odette has been one of my favorite characters to play and i’ve gotten to explore themes that i’ve never gotten the chance to before. i’m such a big fan of the dark academia genre so creating this, i was really just creating my dream rp and i’m so happy that i got to be in it with all of you. every single one of you plotted with me and encouraged all my crazy and elaborate plot ideas and i am so...happy for that and a better writer and plotter bc of it. a lot of you have thanked me for this group, but it’s really YOU who made it a home and an inspiring place with all of your thoughtful ideas. always after running a group for a while, i start to feel weird about bringing in new members because it can be hard to adjust, but i’ve always felt great about promoting this group in particular because you’re all such a welcoming, wonderful group of people and literally anyone is lucky to get to write with you. you made me excited to wake up, to check the dash, and read all of your threads.
this goes for people in the group now and anyone who’s been in the group prior. i am so thankful and lucky to have anyone who dedicated their time and awesome ideas to mine and we really created some cool shit together. this is the reason i love rp and why i keep coming back to it – and why i’ll probably come back someday when i feel ready. i just don’t see myself being able to write anything else right now, so it’ll probably be a hot minute.
i do feel bad about leaving you hanging on the plot, i know some of you would hate me forever if i didn’t give u the lowdown, so i’ll give u the tl;dr of things i had planned for the future.
essentially, the murder was carried out by another society, a group of students called the infermi society, existing to rebel against imperium and take it down? anti-establishment. lydia had involvement and so did melissa.
however, that was being controlled by warren, which i wasn’t going to reveal for a while longer and prob after another murder
warren’s family history had ties to the original murders, where lies his motive
if the rp went on longer than that reveal, i was gonna have to improvise eventually but i’m sure u all would have helped me lol
honestly the lydia thing was never in my original plan but things were going so well here i realized i had to figure out a way to extend the plot and add more plot drops in and lowkey i regretted it bc she was boring imo, i’m so sorry
obviously i was going to build that up and drop it a little more subtly...or you can pretend i was going to do that? anyways. this really hurts me to do and to leave all of you, i feel really sad about it, but i know i’m doing the right thing for myself in the long run. THAT BEING SAID, i’m not going to stop you if you want to keep rping. these are your characters and as far as i’m concerned, this plot belongs to you too. do whatever you want with it and i really hope you will stay in touch with one another and continue your plotlines if you have the muse. you have my permission, although you don’t need it. i personally won’t be posting, but do whatever u want. i love u.
thank you all so much for everything and i wish u all the best with your future rp endeavors !
