my favorite thought is loving you. going to sleep together. waking up together. feeling the way you breathe when you’re dreaming and tangling our legs together so i know you’re there. cooking breakfast. laughing when i burn the eggs. fighting. kissing and making up. opening the windows to let the light in. drinking coffee at the table. learning to make your tea just right. getting ready together. flicking on mascara while you brush your teeth. bumping your arm on purpose just to watch you laugh with leftover bubbles on your lips. our clothes together in one closet. sending messages between work and classes. knowing the longest i have to miss you is a few hours. bringing you lunch. cooking dinner together. my legs on your lap while we watch television. watching dumb movies. studying while you sit beside me. making snowflakes out of my study packets to tell you i need a break. ordering food. ordering food on thanksgiving because i doubt i’ll know how to cook a turkey by then. and on christmas because i doubt i’ll know how to cook a ham by then. ordering food when we’re too lazy to walk to the kitchen. cuddling all night until it’s time to go to sleep. fighting over who’s the big spoon and who’s the little spoon. staying in pj’s on the weekend. sharing each other’s clothes. keeping your toes warm with my socks. never wanting to get out of bed. kissing you until you fall asleep. brushing your hair out of your face while we lay in bed. never having to feel alone again.
loving you.
