~ syna

Left alone with my thoughts

Letting the demons creep in slowly

Conquering the last bits of my mind

Inside the grasp of the unholy

Memories haunting the darkest parts of my mind

Threatening to tear away that part of me

Giving in was not an option

But fighting isn’t what others see

Not a sound leaving my lips

Watching everything slip out of my grasp

Letting them win wasn’t easy

But dwelling on my loss wasn’t what I was told

Pushing to the farthest end

Trying to get something, anything

Drowning would’ve made it

But I know it would be nothing

Nightmares don’t jerk me awake anymore

In fact, living them is a book

The fear refills the void

But the pain seeps in through the worst wound

Death is a demon

One I won’t be able to destroy

Tagged By: @a-madteaparty (Thank you kindly!)

Rules: Answer and tag 8 people you want to know better.

1. Favorite Color(s) : Black, Red, Blue 2. Currently Reading: Intermittent Fasting 101 3. Last Song: Movement by Hozier 4. Last Series: Rick & Morty (Season 5) 5. Last Movie: Casino Royale 6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: Savory 7. Craving: Progress 8. Currently working on: Patience

Rules: Answer and tag 8 people you want to know better.

1. Favorite Color(s): Purple, Hot Pink, Baby Pink

2. Currently Reading: The Magic of Thinking Big

3. Last Song: Homemade Dynamite by Lorde

4. Last Series: The Midnight Gospel

5. Last Movie: In This Corner of the World

6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: Spicy!

7. Craving: Connection

8. Currently working on: Self care

1. Favorite Color(s): purple (nature) dark blue (things) black (clothes)

2. Currently (Re-)Reading: American Sonnets for My Past and Future Assassin (Terrance Hayes)

3. Last Song: Indie Rokkers (MGMT. fun fact my first live concert)

4. Last Series: Bob’s Burgers (still on it. so many szns. top 10 all time)

5. Last Movie: Sound of Metal (brother recommended. it was perf)

6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: spicy > savory > sweet

7. Craving: connection (stolen from phoenixculpa bc yeah) but right now more so one of those vanilla-lemonade joints from chick fil a

8. Currently working on: a lack of self-destruction. and putting together a poetry collection :)

1. Favorite Colors: cobalt blue, sap green and grey (with a tinge of blue, like old cement).

2. Currently Reading: শকুন্তলা “shokuntola” (it’s an old bangla folk tale)

3. Last Song: All Tomorrow’s Parties (Nico and the Velvet Underground)

4. Last Series: Northern Exposure

5. Last Movie: Rearwindow

6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: Savory!

7. Craving: right now, a fresh walk outside. i’d also very much like to spend a day just painting and listening to music and loafing around- have been doing too much lately lol

8. Currently Working On: studying for economics and mathematics- and working on organising notes etc etc. deciding on gifts for a friend who will be leaving the country in a few weeks

Rules: Answer and tag 8 people you want to know better. Although I’m pretty sure I tagged those who I believe won’t eat me alive after being notified for this lol

1. Favorite Color(s): Countless but Tar-black, Pristine white, Cocktail-blue, Emerald green, Gravel-grey to name a few.

2. Currently reading: Becoming Supernatural by Joe Dispenza/ rereading at once: Norwegian Wood, All The Bright Places

3. Last Song: Nirvana’s Come as You Are

4. Last Series: Chernobyl (and rewatching now You and Shadow and Bones)

5. Last Movie: Dune

6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: Savory > Spicy

7. Craving: Break from checking high school scripts lol

8. Currently Working On: Trying to find a balance between work and studies

rules : answer and tag 8 people you want to know better

1. favorite color(s) : black

2. currently reading : the host

3. last song : two of us

4. last series : gossip girl

5. last movie : love hard

6. sweet, spicy, savory : savory

7. craving : right now, strawberry cheesecake lmao

8. currently working on : wayyyyy too many thingsss

1. favorite color(s) : black and pastels

2. currently reading : none :(

3. last song : Till forever falls apart by Ashe.

4. last series : Violet evergarden

5. last movie : i can’t remember asjkhajlslnp

6. sweet, spicy, savory : spicy!

7. craving : pizza and salted caramel milkshake pliss ;-;

bewadiiiiii

Step on me

You’re who I wanted to be in middle school when I grew up. You exude confidence and I just KNOW your sex appeal is off the charts. Whether you dress up or dress down, you look great and I envy that. You may have a bit of a temper and you can come off as cold when people first meet you but my god are you one of the most loyal friends someone could have. I know you’d fight the people who wronged me and I am so attracted to that. Make sure you’re not shutting people out. Protecting yourself is important and those walls you’ve built up are sturdy but let a select few people help you carry the load and I promise you’ll feel lighter. Anyway, if you’re single and like girls give me a call.

Ahahah… Wow.

@harshitha0308 @siriuslypotterthings

Gremlin (affectionate)

You are so chaotic and I would 100% come to you with my worst ideas for approval! I would love to take you to my family events with absolutely no warning and see what happens. Beyond that I’d love to attend YOUR family events to find out what made you this chaotic. You remind me of my two best friends in the whole world and your crazy streak is fantastic (don’t let anyone tell you differently). I know you don’t deal with emotional conflict very well but know I believe in you and you’ll get through anything that comes your way. Gasslight, Gatekeep, Girlboss baby, you’re the best.

I’d call you sunshine

You are the person I wish I could be all the time. You walk into a room and fill it with this positive, vibrant energy. You probably have really nice eyes and I know for a fact I’d fall in love with your smile. You’re openminded and generous. You don’t hesitate to include people in your life, regardless of what others may think of them. Your fun loving attitude attracts introverts and extroverts alike and people miss you when you’re not around. Be careful you don’t strain yourself trying to maintain your sunny disposition. It’s okay to be lonely or sad sometimes. You don’t owe anyone anything. Make sure you put yourself first sometimes.

I’d call you sunshine

You are the person I wish I could be all the time. You walk into a room and fill it with this positive, vibrant energy. You probably have really nice eyes and I know for a fact I’d fall in love with your smile. You’re open minded and generous. You don’t hesitate to include people in your life regardless of what others may think of them. Your fun loving attitude attracts introverts and extroverts alike and people miss you when you’re not around. Be careful and don’t strain yourself trying to maintain sunny disposition. It’s okay to be lonely or sad sometimes. You don’t owe anything. Make sure you put your self first sometimes.

This is so accurate what-

I dub thee bubblegum

You ARE the party. Flirty, fun and energetic. I want to invite you to my costume parties because I know you’d turn up in the best outfit. You’re a bit weird sometimes and I love that about you. Whether it’s a scam or not I believe whatever you tell me because you say it with confidence. You have a very feminine energy and that attracts a lot of attention, use your powers wisely. I know you’d fit right into my friendgroup like a missing puzzle piece and I’m certain a lot of people feel that way about you. But like bubblegum if you stretch yourself too thin you’ll snap. Try to look after yourself with a gentle hand and a caring voice, I know I would. Treat yourself how you’d treat your best friend next time you feel down, I promise you’ll ease up on yourself.

Step on me

You’re who I wanted to be in middle school when I grew up. You exude confidence and I just KNOW your sex appeal is off the charts. Whether you dress up or dress down, you look great and I envy that. You may have a bit of a temper and you can come off as cold when people first meet you but my god are you one of the most loyal friends someone could have. I know you’d fight the people who wronged me and I am so attracted to that. Make sure you’re not shutting people out. Protecting yourself is important and those walls you’ve built up are sturdy but let a select few people help you carry the load and I promise you’ll feel lighter. Anyway, if you’re single and like girls give me a call.

I really doubt this is me but anyway

Gremlin (affectionate)

You are so chaotic and I would 100% come to you with my worst ideas for approval! I would love to take you to my family events with absolutely no warning and see what happens. Beyond that I’d love to attend YOUR family events to find out what made you this chaotic. You remind me of my two best friends in the whole world and your crazy streak is fantastic (don’t let anyone tell you differently). I know you don’t deal with emotional conflict very well but know I believe in you and you’ll get through aything that comes your way. Gasslight, Gatekeep, Girlboss baby, you’re the best.

<3333

@leenkiyakepapahihihi @samalaingik @wornoutconversegirl @aimless-twig @amooshkaaa @winchesterwitch07 @pretend-i-dont-exist-deactivated

You’re who I wanted to be in middle school when I grew up. You exude confidence and I just KNOW your sex appeal is off the charts. Whether you dress up or dress down, you look great and I envy that. You may have a bit of a temper and you can come off as cold when people first meet you but my god are you one of the most loyal friends someone could have. I know you’d fight the people who wronged me and I am so attracted to that. Make sure you’re not shutting people out. Protecting yourself is important and those walls you’ve built up are sturdy but let a select few people help you carry the load and I promise you’ll feel lighter. Anyway, if you’re single and like girls give me a call.

@ozymandayus @gibbysstomach @eternally-cursed @edgar–allan–h0e @jugn00 @mycroft-microsoft @quaafirana @the-poet-who-bleed-her-agony @that-gaysian-bookworm @angelsofgoldenlight @frog–kingg

Gremlin (affectionate)

You are so chaotic and I would 100% come to you with my worst ideas for approval! I would love to take you to my family events with absolutely no warning and see what happens. Beyond that I’d love to attend YOUR family events to find out what made you this chaotic. You remind me of my two best friends in the whole world and your crazy streak is fantastic (don’t let anyone tell you differently). I know you don’t deal with emotional conflict very well but know I believe in you and you’ll get through aything that comes your way. Gasslight, Gatekeep, Girlboss baby, you’re the best.

Step on me

You’re who I wanted to be in middle school when I grew up. You exude confidence and I just KNOW your sex appeal is off the charts. Whether you dress up or dress down, you look great and I envy that. You may have a bit of a temper and you can come off as cold when people first meet you but my god are you one of the most loyal friends someone could have. I know you’d fight the people who wronged me and I am so attracted to that. Make sure you’re not shutting people out. Protecting yourself is important and those walls you’ve built up are sturdy but let a select few people help you carry the load and I promise you’ll feel lighter. Anyway, if you’re single and like girls give me a call.

I dub thee bubblegum 

You ARE the party. Flirty, fun and energetic I want to invite you to my costume parties because I know you'd turn up in the best outfit. You're a bit weird sometimes and I love that about you. Whether it's a scam or not I believe whatever you tell me because you say it with confidence. You have a very feminine energy and that attracts a lot of attention, use your powers wisely. I know you'd fit right into my friendgroup like a missing puzzle piece and I'm certain a lot of people feel that way about you. But like bubblegum if you stretch yourself too thin you'll snap. Try to look after yourself with a gentle hand and a caring voice, I know I would. Treat yourself how you'd treat your best friend next time you feel down, I promise you'll ease up on yourself.