SweeneyxNellie Modern AU
@iammrslovett
*I sigh a bit as I hear the baby crying, kissing your cheek as I sit up*
L: "I can't deal with this family anymore!"
S: *I swallow as she says that* "Sit down, Lily. Now."
*i feel my heart sink, feeling really guilty* Iāmā¦ sorry.
"Sit down!"
L: *I swallow as my dad yells and just walk out*
H: Iāll-Iāll talk to herā¦ *i swallow hard and walk out*
*i sigh shakily as she kisses my cheek and leaves, staring at the front door
*I swallow and turn to you* "it'll be okay... she needs time."
Time for what? *i sigh shakily* Iāmā¦ Iām innocent. I didnāt do anything. We have the proof. And itās still not enough for her to believe Iām not a horrible mother. What is it going to take?
"We can try the therapy again. Maybe... maybe with your mother? Involved? Corner her?"
*i frown* I am not seeing my mother ever again. Itās all her fault.
"Then I'll go. I'll do it."
*i swallow hard and look down, shaking my head* Iām ruining everything again. *i start to tear up*
*I take you in my arms, holding you tight* "You're not ruining anything, baby, she is."
*i sigh shakily, crying* It was getting so much betterā¦
"I know... I know. We'll get there again. I promise."
*i keep crying uncontrollably
*I hold onto you tighter, kissing your hair*
*i cry for a while before pulling off slowly* Im justā¦ Iām gonna go lay downā¦
*I nod softly* "Okay..."
*i swallow, frowning sadly and walk upstairs to the bedroom
*I swallow and immediately text our lawyer and our therapist*
*I undress, putting on comfy lounge clothes before laying down on my side
*I go upstairs after to check on you*
*i frown sadly as i keep thinking at what Lily said
*I walk in quietly* "Do you want me to lay with you*
*i nod a bit
*I walk to the bed and lay down softly*
*i snuggle
*I hold you close, kissing your hair*
*i swallow, looking down* Maybe we should have told them right after it happened.
"It's okay... we... we can fix this."
*i frown sadly* I donāt know what else to do, Sweeney. She knows about my past and she knows the truth about the accident. What else does she need to take my side?
"Maybe you should take a trip. Alone with her."
*i swallow hard* I donāt think she would want to so spend so much time alone with me.
"No, but it forces her to talk to you."
Iām scared she would end up resenting me. Even more.
"We can at least try."
*i look down and nod a bit
*I kiss your cheek softly* "Take her to the London house."
*i nod a bit* Okayā¦
"Go for a month with the baby."
A month? *i swallow, looking up at you* A whole month away from you? *i pout* We havenāt been separated for that long sinceā¦ since the twins.
"I know, baby... but... I think she needs it."
*i swallow and nod*
*I kiss you softly* "I'll call."
*i kiss back and nod softly before kissing you again
*I kiss back gently*
