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Night talks. | AJ
Jay stilled when he heard the bed sheets shift, he relaxed again when Aiden spoke.Ā āI woke you,ā he sighed, feeling guilty. He slid his hand away from his face to look at Aiden in the dark. He could just make out a few details from the light coming through the window. Jay slid down the pillows to be level with Aiden, getting a few more details closer like this.Ā āThe party sort of died after a water fight. I was tired anyway.. am tired.ā he closed his eyes, inhaling deeply as he melted against his pillow. His everything was going to ache tomorrow. Slowly his eyes opened against, finding Aidenās beautiful face in the shadows.
āIām sorryā¦ā he whispered. Jayās brows were pulled together, his lips pursed. He was hesitant in his words.Ā āAbout earlier. I.. feel guilty over that dare. I thought I needed to tell you before anyone else and⦠maybe I should have left it for the morning. Youāve had a rough day, I didnāt mean to make it worst⦠I really didnāt,ā he apologized. Jay swallowed the lump in his throat. He felt pulled thin, after such a long day and busy week. He didnāt have all the answers and solutions, which only upset him more. Jay felt torn. It was clear they had issues but it was also clear they worked. Not perfectly but they had time for that later on. He wanted this, them, but could they make it to that point? Was this new guilt a sign things were developing too slow?Ā āPlease donāt hate me for one stupid dare.ā You could hear the fear in Jayās voice, even if he tried to hide it. Why was a dare that would have been laughed off a month ago worrying him so much? Was it just for the fact that it was a hard day for Aiden and he didnāt want to make it worst?
Aiden was exhausted. He didnāt want to think about anything, even less when he was already starting to feel the bothers and pain or a bad hangover that would get even worse by sunlight. Yet, judging by the worry and just the tone of voice Jayden used with just two words, Aiden knew this couldnāt wait till morning like he had told him to do so, and well.. after a few seconds of consideration he agreed. He let out a sigh as his eyes fell shut again, just listening to what Jay had to say and he had to admit heād never considered how different this was from... say the bonfire at the lake. Not that Jay left a hickey on an almost stranger, but he was almost sure that even when he wouldāve felt that pull of pain and jealousy if he saw him around someone else, because that had happened since the very first time they met again, but he wouldāve laughed at it. Something had changed, and it wasnāt the fact that they were beingĀ āexclusiveā but probably more about the words exchanged.
āJay...ā He whispered, biting his lip and finally moving his arm across his middle, opening his eyes and urging him to open his own, meet his. He wasnāt in his best state, but no matter in which state he was in, he wouldāve felt the same chills down his back when he did.Ā āLook at me,ā he said, with his best attempt of a smile.Ā āDo you think I could hate you for... anything at all? And even if I did, I wouldnāt have the right,ā he said, trying to think how Jay mustāve felt back in college, when he made out with girls right in front of his nose to keep a stupid cover.Ā āIām not... Iām not gonna say Iām happy about it, or... okay without it, but... I... Weāre not-ā Aiden shook his head.Ā āI just... I donāt know. I just got jealous or... something like that. I donāt like sharing, I guess? N-no, that sounds bad. As if I owned you or something andāā Aiden ranted for a bit, stuttering and dragging words here and there. He was nervous for some reason. āIām scared that, well, youāll find someone else without baggage and... less sad stories andā you know, stuff.ā
āHmmā¦Ā āow on earth is this popcorn taking so long?ā Lucette sighed, staring intently at the popcorn maker in the White Oak buildingās cinema. āI thought that, ah, these were supposed to be fastā¦ā
āI think youāre supposed to plug the thing first.ā
āI just got my tattoo and I already want another one. How is this even a thing?ā Sam sighed, looking down at the tattoo on his arm. He knew people would give him a look for it, but he loved it.Ā āJust looking at it makes me want to get another. Look at it!ā
āWhy are people in this building so obsessed with cats?ā

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āDang, jetlag can be a pain,ā Bella said, drinking a cup of hot chocolate in the local cafe. Ā She was primarily mumbling to herself and hadnāt realised that someone had been near her.
āHaving a roommate back can be an even worse pain,ā Aiden joked.Ā āWhere did you even go?ā
āI just had the most relaxing bath with candles and a bath bombā¦oh, and music, canāt forget music.ā Dakota said, taking a deep breath.Ā āI feel so feminine I feel like I need to balance it out somehow, like by shooting a gun or wrestling a bear or something.ā
āShooting a gun would only make you badass, not less feminine, which could probably make me angry because I doubt Iād look half as badass. Now wrestling a bear... Sorry, but you look nothing like Leo, friend.ā
Night talks. | AJ
Jay got home later, shaking from the cold water. Of course he got into another water fight. He stopped into the shower, using hot water to heat himself up and keep himself from getting sick. Just as he got out of the shower there was a knock at his door - the pizza. Jay managed to eat a slide standing in the kitchen in a towel. He put the box aside fr the morning and walked into the bedroom where heās found Aiden. Jay put some briefs on and went to take care of the other. He carefully moved him to a more comfortable position, stripping off his shoes and pants. He tucked Aiden in, pressed a kiss to his forehead, and went in search for some pain killers. Jay put a glass of water on both side tables with pain killers for the morning. He turned the lights off and climbed into bed, the whole time thinking Aiden was asleep.Ā
Jay was exhausted. After the run, the cemetary, the party and the drama he just wanted to catch some zās. He was only awake due to the nap heād had whilst Aiden went to dinner with his dad. He wonder how that had gone. he wondered if Aiden trusted him after finding out about the hickey. He wondered what this meant? They used to brush dares off as nothing and now it seemed to bother both of them. Jay sighed, rubbing his eyes.Ā
Alcohol was never a good idea for Aiden. Not that he was a bad or even a sad drunk. He could usually take his liquor pretty well, except on August nights, but it seemed almost a habit now to drink himself to sleep every August 27th by now. It was the only way heād found to clear his head and get some sleep during that day, so heād never really fought it. Heād fallen asleep instantly as his head hit the pillow and he knew nothing about life but the darkness inside his eyelids until a noise shook him awake. It took him a few minutes for him to realise where he was and what was happening, still out of himself due to the amount of alcohol in his bloodstream, but he had sobered up enough to speak.Ā
Aiden felt the weight of Jay on the bed next to him and wondered if it was a good idea to talk to him or if he should wait in the morning, but each time he closed his eyes the whole room started spinning so it wasnāt really an option.Ā āYouāre back,ā Aiden spoke in a raw lazy voice as he turned around to face him. He felt odd about Jaydenās confession at the party. No, not odd. Insecure. That was the word. He had snapped at him almost instantly, and well, he had had somewhat of a reason to do so, but he wasnāt feeling like fighting over some game. However, he was doubtful about if it would be too much to reach across his middle or even touch his arm.Ā
āI thought it was a bit desperate.ā Lana shrugged without shame.
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āI thought people found it hot.ā
āI think youād lie. Youād miss me if I were gone.ā
āMaybe. Iād miss annoying the hell out of your face. You do this frowny pouty thing... It kind of gives me life, to be honest.ā

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TASK 41: THROUGH THE AGES...
Night talks. | AJ
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Aiden made his way down to Jaydenās apartment. It didnāt require much thought, besides, the route was already memorised in his head no matter where he was coming from. The whole world around him was spinning and thatās how he knew how much of a bad idea had been mixing the dinnerās wine with the scotch at the party without nothing really in his stomach since the day before. He wasnāt hungry, however. He was... nothing. He was upset at Jayās confession, but he couldnāt ignore what heād said, neither what had happened that morning, what he realised as Jay spoke to his mother. Aiden didnāt want to think about it. He didnāt want to think at all. Dragging his feet step by step to the bedroom, Aiden managed to get to Jayās bed and let himself fall onto the mattress, eyes falling shut almost immediately.
August 27th || AJ
āYou⦠you are making me cry Aiden,ā he blurted out, blinking back tears as he was introduced to Aidenās mother properly. He nosed the maleās cheek, laughing softly as Aiden noticed his nails.Ā āWell yes it is, I wore all pink in the race. Must have missed that nail in the rush to get here to you.ā Jay wanted to pull Aiden closer, so much closer. He wanted to hold him tight and help him through today so that tomorrow he was a little stronger, and could face the world with his head help high. Aiden took so much on by himself because of the distance he had with his family. Jay wondered what Aiden was like as a child, so innocent to the horrors of the world. He wished he could have sat down with Aidenās mother one day to find out, and it saddened him that he never would.
Jay brought their joint hands to Aidenās cheek and guided him into a kiss.Ā āThank you.. for doing the test,ā he said softly.Ā āI know itās not a thing to talk about right now but I just wanted you to know I got it. I know.. what the results say and weāll work this out okay?ā he brushed his thumb under Aidenās lips. Jay had an idea now what the high levels were - heād read up on his phone earlier.Ā His eyes met Aidenās and he understood what Aidenās mother had said so long ago. In those eyes was the world; his world. There was so much history and so much future right there.Ā āI donāt want ordinary Aiden. Our lives⦠theyāre nothing ordinary. We will fight⦠we will say things that hurt each other but⦠I want extraordinary. I want stories to share for generations. I want people to look at us and sayĀ āI want thatā. I want to.. catch secret stares and steal kisses. So know, even when we fight, you can always lean on me. You never have to face the world alone. Not when you have me. So whatever trouble youāre in.. Iām your lifeline. Okay?ā It didnāt mean they were fixed, but they would get through it if they worked together.
āDo you want me to leave you for a little? So you can have some time with your mum?ā he asked, his chin resting on Aidenās shoulder. Heād turned them so Jayās chest was pressed against Aidenās back. Both of his arms were wrapped around Aidenās middle.Ā āI could go get us some food⦠bring it back for a little picnic. Maybe youāll feel a little better with some grub in you.ā
Aiden could feel his heartbeat on his throat as Jay mentioned the test. Part of him was glad heād taken it the right way, as an offer for peace and not just as a display of his pride and whims, or wanting to show him something other than his commitment to him. It helped that Jay knew about the August curse he went through every year, but still he wanted to do more. He wanted to say sorry and explain himself, his bad behaviour, but then it got him thinking about how much he knew... Had he seen the little letters in the very bottom? Aiden opened his mouth to say something, but Jay beat him to give him an answer. Of course he knew. The little bottle felt heavy in his pocket, but even then, Aiden made an effort to ignore it, ignore everything that wasnāt Jay and his sweetness, his words, his touch, his heat, his arms around him doing what no one else had done before, treat his wounds instead of just trying to patch him up.Ā āI think... I think we have a lot of stories to tell our kids years from now, I mean.. painting my face red?ā He said, chuckling through his tears, as usual trying to get out of serious conversations.Ā āYou are not just the life line, Jay. You are my whole life,ā he managed to say, toying with the maleās fingers in his own, blushing, too bashful to look at him, saying words that seemed odd in his vocabulary.Ā
Aiden responded with a nod. He only needed a few more minutes alone with his mother, empty the few tears he had in him and although he was not embarrassed about crying in front of Jay, this whole thing had always been his own. He barely talked about his mother for a reason, and it was because he wanted to keep it somewhat private.Ā āJust a few minutes, alright?ā He asked, turning at him with a hint of a smile as tears started drowning his eyes once again.Ā āIāll, uh... Iāll catch up with you in the car and we can go for lunch.ā
August 27th || AJ
The story was so innocent, and so full of love, it brought tears to Jayās eyes. He blinked them back. Aiden had been blessed with a mother who had never ending love for her little boy. He had gone through years with her, but not a lifetime. Jay had been born to negligent alcoholics who abused the fact they had kids yet never took responsibility for them. Jay didnāt know what state his parents were in, didnāt know if they were sober, but he seethed to think they lived whilst Aidenās mother laid under his feet.Ā āI love that⦠I wow. That is so beautiful,ā he said, running his fingers through Aidenās hair. He looked at the tomb stone, his eyes, though glistening with tears yet to spill, looked on in awe.Ā āOne day you can tell our kids that⦠or maybe theyāll have blue eyes and you can tell them they have the ocean, so much yet to be discovered⦠or green .. so full of life like the trees. Or all three, for each of our children,ā he said. Jay was hoping to give Aiden a good image to focus on. Maybe it wont come true, maybe theyād do something different in their future than their silly fantasizes they mumble in the middle of the night. But still, there was hope there.Ā Jay let a little time pass, holding Aiden close to him and listening to the sounds around him. The wind was tunneling around different crypts and graves, making a little whistling noise. There were birds not far away, and he could smell the newly mowed lawn. His eyes focused on the stone with Aidenās motherās name carved into it. The stone was beautiful, the craftsman ship was of high quality.Ā
āI donāt know if Aiden told you but we met not long after you.. after you passed. He kissed my first⦠but I totally flirted with him months before that. Just.. not very well. That first kiss⦠boy did it set the bar high. He does that⦠finds ways to push the bar higher and higher. Recently we went to one of my favorite movies and.. he kissed me in front of all these people. You would have been so proud of him. I know Iāve been so proud to watch him grow. You know what, I bet youāve been watching too. When I get up there, and not for a while sorry, Iāll have to fill you in on the bits you missed when youāre watching Scarlet. Like⦠maybe you missed this time we went away to a snow resort and we built a mini army of snowmen⦠and Aiden got sick for a week because he didnāt pack his snow jacket and refuses to layer up. Oh- oh and,ā Jay laughed,Ā āOne April fools I put red dye in this face product he was using at the time and he had red all over his face. It took like six showers to come out.ā he is body was shaking from laughter. It was nice to revisit good memories in a hard time.Ā
āI donāt know how you did it⦠but you raised a beautiful son. He.. he treats me right - and I know, not all the time, but we are all learning in this world. Heās getting so much better and.. I think losing you took part of his heart. Heās only just starting to get it back, covered in angel kisses from you Iām sure. So donāt be angry at him, when things get hard, thatās my job now. Just give him more angel kisses, heāll work his way through it all. Iāll give him real kisses too, and weāll keep him safe together. Okay?ā he looked up at the sky.Ā āHeāll be okay. I promise.ā
Aiden felt a little bit more comfortable now that Jay was mentioning conversations theyād had in the middle of the night. Their future together, that no matter how impossible it might seem at the moment, Aiden would defend till his very last breath. He smiled through his tears and pressed himself closer against him, needing him even more. He thanked the silence, however. He remembered six years ago, on his motherās funeral, everyone trying to say kind words to him and Scarlett, and he vividly remembered making even more harm than taking the pain away as they intended. They didnāt know her, they didnāt know what had happened, that the man whoād sent personalised invitations to a goddamned funeral was the one behind it. Who knows, maybe heād even started organising the whole thing with months in advance, Aiden recalled thinking. His father was the one and only person he had left in his family, so heād eventually decided to ignore his grudges, but had never gotten over it. Aiden felt his own rage arise once again, but all he had to do was remind himself of who he was leaning against and it was a matter of seconds before he felt like could breathe again.Ā
Jay, however, decided to break the silence but he wasnāt talking to him. Aiden was confused for a few seconds until he realised what he was doing, sending his heart rate to its maximum, the lump on his throat becoming painful, but his eyes filled up with tears of a different kind. He smiled, releasing his tears all at once and wiping them before they got halfway down to his face with the hand he still had free. He refused to let go of his hand squeezing it tighter as his smile widened with memories. Seeing him there, talking to the air, meant more than the world to him. Aiden stopped thinking about his sadness for a while and just focused on what heād had been missing in his life in the past couple of years, what he had taken for granted. If this, talking to his deceased mother as if she were standing right before them wasnāt real love, then he would have to live his whole life mistaken, but it couldnāt get better than this. Aiden found himself laughing, not sure if it was because of the memories Jay brought back or because his laughter was enough to make him laugh, but he didnāt question it. Jay talked about angels, about his mother watching over him as one, but right now he was fully convinced that he was looking at one as he put his eyes back on Jay. Aiden wasnāt a person of faith, but he was sure that the fact they met each other wasnāt a coincidence now.Ā
Aiden looked at Jay in silence for a few more seconds, trying to find in his head the right words that could express what he was feeling right now.Ā āThank you,ā he whispered, taking his hand between the two of his and bringing it to his lips to kiss his fingers.Ā āShe would really like you, you know?ā He exhaled shakily.Ā āI never... I never told her aboutā, but... I think she knew,ā Aiden recalled, his gaze getting lost in the distance.Ā āWhen I left for my freshman year she told me that being away meant being myself, that I didnāt have to worry about my father- It never really made sense until now,ā Aiden chuckled.Ā
āI know she would look at you and... pinch your cheeks and tell you to keep me in the line. Then she would probably kiss your cheek and offer you food, and sheād be so offended if you said no, but come on, itās you, you wouldāve eaten it all,ā Aiden laughed before turning at the stone once again.Ā āMom, this is Jay. Remember I talked to you about him?ā He said softly, still choking on broken words and tears, but more calm right now.Ā āWell, here he is. I- I think you sent him to me when you left.. so, thank you,ā he breathed out.Ā āThe other time I told you that I thought I was in love, but... here I am to tell you that I love him and... I know youāll be fine with that because come on, look at him,ā he chuckled, looking at Jay for a few seconds as he continued speaking.Ā āLook at his smile, and... the puppy eyes, and... you just listened to him, how he speaks about me, heās mad about me,ā he teased.Ā āAnd Iām mad about him,ā he said, bringing his hand to his lips once again.Ā āI love you,ā he whispered, this time at him before his eyes noticed something out of place. A giggle exploded from his chest.Ā āIs that pink nail polish?ā
August 27th || AJ
Jay tensed up as Aiden reacted to his arrival. He hadnāt meant to scare the other. For a moment he worried if heād done the wrong thing. He didnāt ask Aiden if this was okay, because they werenāt talking. Heād never crossed this invisible line that separated Jay and his mother. Slow his hand rubbed at Aidenās shoulder, hoping to ease the other. He gasped as the other looked up at him. It always shook him up when Aiden broke, no one would ever welcome such hurt on the maleās face. Jay wanted to take Aiden home and wrap him up in a roll of bubble wrap so nothing could hurt him.Ā
As he laid the flowers and moved to his knees Jay was latched onto. This was exactly why had had come. He was here to be Aidenās support, not to continue their fight or anything that would hurt Aiden right now. He was tipped back onto his ass as Aiden pressed against him more.Ā āI know⦠I know..ā Jay closed his eyes, his nose buried against Aidenās temple. He would lie if asked, but it hurt hearing that. It wasnāt because it was untrue, but because his wounds were still sore from their argument.Ā āI love you too,ā he whispered, stroking the maleās back.Ā āHey-hey now, you canāy get rid of me even if you tried. You know that. Iāve got you- weāve got each other. Donāt you worry about that right now, okay? Weāre together, and Iām here for you. I hope itās okay Iām here.ā He pulled Aiden closer, basically onto his lap. He had his arms wrapped around him, his fingers laced together to lock Aiden against him. He rest his chin against the maleās shoulder, kissing the otherās cheek. It tasted salty from Aidenās tears.Ā
āDo you want to talk about it?ā he whispered.Ā āAbout her? Some things you donāt usually talk about⦠I know you - you keep it to yourself so no one can use it to hurt you. But⦠Iād never use her to hurt you.ā He moved to pepper kisses around Aidenās face. Jay wanted to help heal the pain Aiden was dealing with, to make it easier to deal with.Ā āDid she have your eyes?ā he whispered.Ā āOr your smile? I bet you she had such a pure heart like yours.. I donāt know her, I never will, but I bet you sheās proud of you. So proud. Look at you - you havenāt closed yourself off. You havenāt shut down - youāre more than your father will ever be. You have loved, and yes you have hurt. But you are such a strong person, with such love inside of you. I just⦠Iām proud of you - I can only imagine sheās beaming with joy over her little boy.ā He kissed the maleās forehead.Ā āTalk to me.ā
Aiden could barely make sense of what Jay was saying, but some part of his brain could and it was even more terrifying. Yes, he was there with him like he had always been. Yes, heād just said heād loved him back but after that nasty fight theyād just had days ago, it was obvious that it wasnāt hard to push him away from his side, right where he needed him to be and Aiden wasnāt that far from doing it. He wanted to blame it on August, on this day precisely, his behaviour, why heād denied to talk to his father about Jay, but he was terrified. In the past few days, though, Aiden had been confused about what was more terrifying, losing his father, whoād barely been there for him through his life or losing Jayden, who kissed his cheeks covered in tears, who held him against his chest even after being so... well, him.Ā
Aiden wasnāt unresponsive precisely, just unable to even move without forgetting how to breathe. He thought of popping a pill, a different one, the calming one, but Jay didnāt know of those so he let his voice soothe him. Aiden found a hold of his arm and didnāt let go, keeping him this close just for him and his own selfish reasons. It was okay to do it, he was sure Jay would understand.Ā He managed to calm down just enough to stop worrying about it a few minutes later. Aiden pulled away a few inches from Jay, but found his hand and laced fingers with him still keeping him close. He was asking him to talk about her. God, he hadnāt talked about her since the funeral, and even then, his eulogy had to go through several hands before getting approved for him to say. Listening to what Jay had to say about him, however, was what hurt the most in the most beautiful way. Aiden looked at him, finding his eyes for a second and knew he wasnāt lying, he did mean what he was saying, and no matter how much he wanted to call him out on lies, he needed to believe it today.Ā
Aiden smiled through the quiver of his lip before looking down at the tombstone.Ā āI did look like her,ā he whispered. āExcept... She had blue eyes. I remember- when i was like eight, I asked her why I didnāt have sky eyes like her,ā he chuckled, wiping his face with the back of his arm.Ā āShe told me that I didnāt- that sheād given me the whole planet,ā Aiden laughed at the childish explanation heād been given, but boy had it made him feel better about it. It was just an example but it talked lots about Alicia Brady and the love for her family. His laugh was cut by another sob and Aiden was unable to keep talking. Burying his head on Jayās neck, he shook his head and tightened the hold on his hand.Ā āI canāt.ā

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Me. You love me and Iām not taking no for an answer.
I endure you. Donāt mix things up. Thereās not much space in my heart to love that many people.
āHave you never heard that phrase?ā
āI have. Iām just wondering why you choose to say it?ā