The Place to Ask

Is it only me, but do somethings just bother you so much that you can't let them go? No matter how hard, it's always on your mind. Even when people say, "let it go, don't worry about it." How can you not worry though? It's your life, it's something that bothers you. Even when it's out of sight out of mind, it will always be there. So is worrying something we should ignore or accept?

Is change really a bad thing? Every moment changes from the last, so why is it hard to let people or even life change? Do we get stuck in this idea that time stops and we will never grow old? Are we scared of letting go or the outcome? Are we afraid of losing memories or time?

As I lie in bed, I wonder, does life have a purpose? Is there more to life, then getting up and doing the same thing everyday? At what point does a person decide to take a stand and make a change? I'm sure those are questions we ask ourselves as the same routine continues to happen, but very few of us actually take the step. Is it easy? I know it's not, but is it worth it? Sometimes it but if it's not, you can always go back to the same routine.

Why does it seem that everyone tells you to follow your dreams? There's nothing wrong with it but at what point do we realize that some dreams aren't meant to be and sometimes dreams change and reality kicks in. Is our society at the point where we can't let people handle the truth? Have we gotten too soft, to the point that we raise our children to dream and not keep in touch with reality? I use to dream of exploring and traveling the world. Going off to college and meeting some guy at a cafe and live together with our cat. We'd explore places and get married and have children. I still dream about going to school but I got pregnant in high school with twins, got married and put my dreams on hold so I could face reality. Some days it's hard to swallow the idea of reality but it's life. Life can change in a day, so why can't dreams?