Love & Tattoos & Stuff

What’s going to happen to us?

My mind is scattered.

I sob because it feels like goodbye.

Is it goodbye?

My heart breaks to even think it.

But, you’re my best friend.

I’ll always love you.

I just wish I knew why we can’t do it together.

Do I dare hope we still can?

Or will that just break my heart all the more.

I’m drifting in a sea of uncertainty.

Who am I without you?

I don’t really want to know.

But I want you to be happy.

But what if that’s without me?

What do I do?

What can I even say when I’m falling apart at the mere thought of losing you?

You’re my greatest love.

The one I want my whole life to be with.

The one I was certain it would happen with.

Now, I don’t know.

Because you don’t know.