Creeper's Baby Girl

I've been best friends with Will and Benny Miller since we were kids. Benny is like a little brother to me and is the only one that knows that I'm in love with Will. Will, on the other hand, is my best friend. He's the one that I tell everything to. Well, almost everything. The three of us have a weekly tradition of Friday night movie night and Saturday football. It's been our tradition since high school and the only time we haven't done it was when they were deployed.

It's Friday night and I poured the bag of popcorn into the bowl before handing it off to Benny and heading to fridge to fix a salad. Will walks into the kitchen to get beers and sees me making my salad and looks at me funny. "What?" I ask. "Salad?" he asks with an arched brow. I look back down at the salad and say "Just wanted something different." He looks at me for another minute before tilting my chin up to look at him. "You know there's nothing wrong with you...right?" he asks. "I know." I say before grabbing my salad and heading to the living room.

Sitting on the couch between my two best friends, Benny starts the movie. Halfway through the movie, I have my head on Will's shoulder and he wraps his arm around me like he always does. Once the movie is over, Benny is changing the movie while I move to the kitchen and Will follows me. "I wanna talk to you about something real quick." he says and I look up at him. "Everything okay?" I ask. "Yeah. Just...I was talking to the lawyer the other day and he was telling me that I needed someone to handle my affairs if something happens to me." he tell me and I stiffen and stop what I'm doing. He walks over next to me and says "I'm not re-enlisting." and I relax a little. "Don't you already have something set up? I mean...you have a will don't you?" I ask. "Yeah but he said I needed someone to handle things incase I'm in the hospital or something." he tells me. "I'm sure Benny would do it. Don't you just need a power of attorney or something?" I ask. "Well, I was thinking of something a little more...legal." he tells me. I look at him confused. "A POA is legal Will." I tell him. "Yeah but...I'm not getting any younger and ready to settle down." he tells me and I look back down at the carrots I'm peeling. He moves over and puts his hand on top of mine, stopping me. "If we were to get married, that would give me someone to handle my affairs if something happens and someone to get my benefits if something happens. It would give me someone to handle things for me and you would be taken care of if something happened." he tells me. "Will, I will be fine. I'm sure you'll find someone to help you out." I tell him before heading to the living room. "You okay?" Benny asks and I just nod.

After watching the movies, they head to the guest rooms and I head to mine. I lay on the bed and think about what Will said and feel the tears start to fall. I spend the entire night just crying. I've been in love with Will my entire life and the closest I will ever get to being with him is a fucking legal arrangement.

The next morning, I get up and make breakfast and am plating their food when both guys walk into the kitchen. Benny grabs his plate and kisses my cheek before heading to the table. Will takes his and sees my eyes and asks "You okay?" I just nod and say "Eat." before turning and pouring another cup of coffee and heading to the back deck to sit.

I'm only there a few minutes before Will walks out and sits next to me. "You wanna tell me why it looks like you've been crying all night?" he asks. "I'm fine Cap." I tell him. "Bull shit." he says and I hear Benny behind us say "You tell him or I will." I look back at Benny and he looks at me and says "It'll be fine." before walking back inside.

Will looks at me confused and I look down at my hands. "I love you Will." I tell him. "I love you too Viv." he says. "No Will. I love you." I say again and stand and start pacing. "I've been in love with you since we were kids and I spent the entire night crying because I've been here for you through every fucking deployment, praying every day that you came home and that I'd see you again, feeling my heart break every time you deployed again, not wanting to let you go once you came back because I was scared you'd disappear. I've spent years trying to picture what a life with you would be like and thinking about what our kids would look like just to realize the closest I'll ever get to being with you is nothing but a fucking piece of paper." I tell him and there are fresh tears rolling down my face. "I can't do this anymore Will. I can't be your best friend knowing you'll never love me like I do you." I tell him, my voice going quiet at the end. He walks up to me and cups my face but I close my eyes. Putting his forehead to mine he says "I asked you because I thought it was the closest I would ever get to being with you." he says softly.

Thank you 😊

Your Home

I slip out of the clubhouse after hearing that the man I'm in love with is marrying one of my friends. She's been hooking up with him and now they are getting married and having a baby. She didn't know I was into him. I never said anything because I knew he would never go for a bigger girl like me. I go home and lay in my bed and sob.

The next morning, I get up and head out to get some packing boxes, deciding that I was moving back to Georgia. After getting some of the boxes filled, I decide I need a drink. I can't go back to the clubhouse so I go to a little hole in the wall bar where I know none of the guys will go. I sit at the bar and down shots of Jack in between sips of beer. The longer I sit there, the more I think about him and her and my heart breaks more and before I know it, I'm sitting at the bar, drunk with tears rolling down my face.

What I didn't know was that the bar I chose to go to belongs to the Dogwood crew. "Hey Bishop, it's Louie." he says. "What can I do for you Dogwood?" Bishop asks and that gets Taza and Hank's attention. "I got one of your girls here sitting at my bar. You might want to come get her." Louie says. "What's wrong?" Bishop asks. "She's not causing any problems but she looks pretty upset. Sitting at the bar crying. I've got my guys keeping an eye on her to make sure no one fucks with her." Louie says. "Thanks Dogwood. I'll send one of my guys to get her." and he ends the call.

It isn't long before Hank pulls up at Lupita's. Walking in, he sees Louie and asks "Has she said anything?" Louie shakes his head no and says "None of us have talked to her. Just kept an eye on her. Tab is covered mano. She looks like she needed it." Louie says. Hank shakes his hand and says his thanks.

Hank walks over and sits next to me and asks "Why are you crying Princesa?" I shake my head and take another shot. He waves the bartender off and asks "Did you drive?" I shake my head no. "I've got the truck. Let me take you home." he says and I just nod.

He helps me up and out to the truck. I just look down at my hands and the tears are still falling when we pull into my driveway. He walks around to the passenger side and helps me out. Helping me inside my house, he helps me to the couch and sees the packed boxes. "Packing?" He asks. "Moving back to Georgia." I tell him. "Why?" he asks. "It's time to move back home." I tell him as I lay back and he's slipping off my shoes for me. "This is your home." he tells me. I shake my head no and say "I need to go." He cups my face and says "Talk to me." I close my eyes and say "They're getting married. They're having a baby." and I start to sob again. He moves closer to me on the couch and pulls me into his arms and holds me until I finally pass out.

APulling up to my brother's house, he meets me at the door. Taking my bags, Frankie takes them to the room I will be staying in while his wife Lucy pulls me into a hug and I see my niece, Izzy, running towards us. "Auntie Lulu." she yells as she wraps her arms around me as I pick her up. "Hey Izzy. How's my girl?" I ask and she tells me how she gets to see her uncles. I look at Lucy and she says "The boys are coming for a few days." I nod as my brother comes back down the stairs. He hugs me and I say "Thanks for letting me stay Bubs." He kisses my temple and says "You always have a place to stay here."

A little later, Lucy and I are in the kitchen when the guys start showing up. Pope walks in and pulls me into a hug. "Hey Luna. How've you been?" he asks. "I'm good Pope." I tell him before moving to Benny. He looks down at me and I smile softly. "Hey Benji." He kisses my cheek and then I see him. Will Miller. "Hey Cap." I say and he pulls me close. "Hey Sweetheart." he says as I pull away and he looks at me concerned. I kiss his cheek and tell him "I'm okay." He stays close as we finish getting the food prepped and when everyone heads out back to start the grill, I stay behind to finish prepping the salads for me and Lucy. Will stays behind. "How have you been? Really?" he asks. I don't look at him but say "I'm okay Will." I tell him. "No you're not. You never call me Will." he says. I stop what I'm doing and look up at him. "Cap, I'm okay. Seriously." I tell him. He walks over and hugs me and it takes all I have to not start crying again. I've missed him.

After eating and cleaning up, Lucy puts Izzy to bed and we are all sitting out around the fire pit, beers in hand and I'm just staring at the fire. Will leans over and says "I missed you." I look at him and smile softly. "I missed you too. All of you." I tell him. I take a drink of my beer and just watch my brother with his best friends and I really did miss this.

After we all turn in, I look at the clock again and it's 2am. I get out of bed, unable to sleep, and head out back to the porch swing. I'm sitting there, staring out into the darkness when I feel the tears start. I'm not out there crying long before I hear his voice. "I don't like seeing you cry Princess." Will says. I quickly wipe away the tears and he comes to sit on the swing with me. Pulling my leg across his lap, he asks "You want to tell me what's wrong?" I go to say something and he tells me "The truth this time Princess." I look down at my hands in my lap and say "Jason kicked me out. Talked me into doing couple's therapy and the entire time he was hooking up with his ex behind my back. Decided he wanted to get back with her and made me move out." I tell him. He tilts my chin up and asks "What have I always told you?" I have my eyes closed and say "That I'm to be treated like a princess and accept nothing less." He tells me "Look at me Princess." I open my eyes and look at him. "You are my Princess. You always will be. Don't worry about that prick anymore because you are mine now. Okay?" he says. "Will..." I start to argue and he stops me with his lips to mine. He kisses me softly before gently deepening the kiss before pulling away and saying "Come on, we both need some sleep." I nod and let him lead me back upstairs. He walks me to my room and kisses me goodnight before heading to his own once I'm inside mine.

I sing karaoke

I am a crafting queen

I've been hanging around the club for a while and I know all the guys. I've had a thing for Hank for a while but he seems to have a thing for one of the other girls. I look at her and she's been hooking up with Angel. She's pretty and has a perfect figure and then there's me. I'm five feet tall and am a bit of a big girl. I know Hank would never go for me so I don't even approach him.

I'm working around the clubhouse and I hear Hank and Nails in the bathroom and she's telling him that she's pregnant and the father isn't in the picture. Then I hear him tell her he's all in. I lower my head and slip out of the clubhouse. Walking out to my car to leave, Gilly stops me. "You okay Mia?" he asks. "Yeah. Just heading out. See you later." I tell him before slipping past him and driving out of the lot.

It's Friday night and I'm in the clubhouse and see Hank sitting over to the side. Angel walks over to Nails and announces that not only are they having a kid but they are getting married. I look at Hank and see the heartbroken look in his eyes. I walk over to the bar, where he's sitting, looking down at his beer and order a couple of shots. "Take a shot with me Hank." I say. He looks at me and nods before taking one of the shots in front of us. We click them together and down the shots. A few shots later, we see the guys sitting around the table and the newest patch member, takes out his gun and shoots himself. I jump at the shot and Hank pulls me close to him and shields me from the scene.

A little later, we are all standing outside while the medics remove Steve's body and I am still standing close to Hank. He looks over and sees Nails and Angel snuggled up and she looks at him and he just walks back into the clubhouse. I follow him and he heads towards the dorms. As he gets inside his dorm and goes to close the door, I stop it. He just looks at me. "You don't need to be alone." I tell him and he looks down at his feet. "Use me." I tell him and he looks at me confused. "You need a distraction from her, from Steve. Use me." I tell him and he shakes his head no. I grab both sides of his kutte and pull him closer to me. Putting one of my hands behind his neck as his hands find my hips I whisper "I got you." before kissing his lips softly and he returns the kiss.

He pulls me further inside the dorm and closes the door before picking me up and carrying me to his bed. Laying me down, we start to shed clothes in between kisses before he enters me and spends the rest of the night inside me. As we both come down from our high, I hear his breathing even out and I slip of the bed, dress and slip out the door.

The next day, I am in the clubhouse and cleaning the bar when Hank walks in. He walks over to the bar and sits down. I place a beer in front of him and go on cleaning but he comes behind the bar and stops me. I look up at him and he pulls me close and just holds me for a minute. "Thank you." he tells me. I pull away from him and look away before whispering "She doesn't deserve you." He takes my hand and pulls me from behind the bar and over to one of the couches. Pulling me into his lap, he kisses me softly and that's how we spend the next little bit.

I get up and head to the bar to get him another beer when Nails walks up. "Are you and Hank together?" she asks. "No. We're just hanging out." I tell her. "Looks like you're together to me." she says. I shake my head and say "I'm just a distraction to him. Nothing more." I tell her before walking back over to Hank. "I gotta get back to work." I tell him and he nods.

I walk behind the bar and finish out my shift and head to my car. Leaning against my car is Hank and as I walk up, he holds out his hand and I take it. "You want to follow me to mine?" I ask and he shakes his head. "No. I do want to talk though." he says. I take a deep breath, waiting to be told what we did was a mistake. "Why did you come to me last night?" he asks. "You needed a distraction." I tell him as I move to unlock my car. "The real reason." he says. I look down at the keys in my hand and don't turn back to face him and say "I've been into you for a while but knew you'd never go for me and I thought if I offered myself up as a distraction for you that I could at least let myself believe I was the one you were thinking about even if it was just for a night." I tell him. I feel his arms wrap around me from behind and he pulls me back into him. I feel his breath by my ear and he says "You're not a distraction and I was thinking about you." He turns me to face him and kisses me softly. "I want you to do something for me." he says and I nod. "I want you to go somewhere with me tomorrow evening." he says. "Okay. Where are we going?" I ask and still won't completely meet his eyes. "To dinner at my mom's." he says and I look at him shocked. "When I needed someone, you were there. I'm not letting that go. We can take things a day at a time but I'm in this." he tells me. "I'm in this too Hank." I tell him before he kisses me softly.

Being the sister of an addict, you are always waiting on that phone call. The one that says she needs you. Sometimes it's needing money. Sometimes it's needing to be bailed out of jail and sometimes it's needing a place to crash. But there's one phone call I hope I never get. The one that says I need to come and identify her body. I pray every day that I never get that call. My sister, Hope, and I are as different as night and day. She's my half sister. Same dad, different mom. Dad split on both of us and we're not even really sure if he's even still alive. Her mom was an addict and she was born addicted. My mom wasn't much better. She didn't chase that high like Hope's mom did. My mom chased men so as soon as I was old enough, I left. Never lost touch with my sister though.

Where my sister dove head first into her addiction, I went to college and busted my ass to pay for it on my own. I am a nurse, specializing in addictions. I am certified to help addicts through withdrawals and overdoses.

I'm sitting on my couch, after a long shift at work and my phone rings. I look at the number and see it's my sister. "Hope?" I ask as I answer. "Is this Joy?" I hear a man's voice ask. "Who's this?" I ask, getting worried. "My name is Gilly. Your sister said to call you. That you'd help." he says. "Is Hope okay?" I ask. "For now. She needs you." he says. "Text me the address. I'm on my way." I tell him. "Thanks." he says and I hang up. As I'm getting into the car, my phone chimes with a text of the address. Santo Padre? What's she doing there?

I pull up to the address and grab my medical bag out of the back seat before rushing to the door and as I get there, a man meets me on the porch. "Where's my sister?" I ask. "Inside." he says simply before leading me inside. He leads me to a bedroom and I see my sister and another man laying on a bed together and see a girl sitting in a chair next to the bed. The girls stands up and asks "The fuck is this?" I look at her and say "Joy. Hope's sister." I say. "You a fucking junkie too?" she asks. "No. I'm a nurse. This your brother?" I ask her. "Dad." she says and she's a little more calm. I look at the one that I figured out is Gilly and ask "What are they on?" He looks at me as I am going through my bag and says "Took them from Meth Mountain." he tells me and I look at him shocked. "You took her from Butterfly?" He nods and I slump over, looking back at my bag. "Thank you." I say and he doesn't say anything.

I give both Hope and the one he said was Coco, shots of something to help them come down and tell them that all we can do now is wait. While Hope and Coco are resting, Letty, Gilly and I are in the kitchen, sitting at the table. "Sorry about earlier." Letty says. "It's fine. You were worried about your dad. I get it." I tell her. "Thanks for helping. I mean, I know you'd help your sister but you don't know my dad." she tells me. "I know who your dad is. My sister loves him." I tell her and she smiles softly. "Why wouldn't she leave Meth Mountain?" Gilly asks. "She's scared of them. She knows Butterfly won't hurt her. He won't touch anyone. He has his lackey doing everything for him and she's terrified of his lackey. Some junkie that was kicked out of an MC because he uses. Thinks he's this tough fucker. But he has her convinced that she can't live without him and Butterfly." I tell them. "Well, Butterfly let her go but his lackey took a shot to the throat." Gilly tells me and I look at him shocked. "You killed him?" I ask. "Coco did." he tells me. "Coco was a sniper when he was in the military. Still a good shot even with his eye injury." Letty tells me. "Wow. Thank you for helping her. Both of you." I tell them.

A little later, Letty is in the bedroom, watching over Coco and Hope while Gilly and I are sitting out on the porch, getting some air. "You okay?" he asks. "Yeah. I've spent so long just waiting on that phone call. The one where they tell me she's gone." I tell him. "Shit, and I called her from your phone." he says. "Yeah." I say. "Sorry about that." he tells me. "No, it's fine. How did you guys meet my sister?" I ask. "When she was in Stockton, she was being fucked with by a couple of crooked cops. She helped us figure out which one killed one of our brothers and we tried to protect her." he tells me. "Wait, is one of your brothers named Angel? EZ?" I ask. "Yeah." he tells me. "She told me about you guys. I owe you guys." I tell him. "You're helping Coco. We're even." he tells me. "Um...guys...they're awake." Letty says from the door.

We go inside and to the bedroom to see them both sitting against the headboard and I rush to my sister and hug her before the tears start falling. I pull back and cup her face and say "I can't lose you." and she's crying too. I look over at Coco and say "Thank you." He nods and I pull away to get more meds and I feel Gilly stop me. I look up at him and he wipes my tears away and I nod. I give Hope and Coco more meds and over the next few days, Gilly doesn't go far from me.

I am sitting at the bar, downing shot after shot, fighting off the tears. "You okay Princesa?" Bishop asks. I shake my head no before taking another shot. "Want to talk about it?" he asks and again I shake my head no. "I'll have you a dorm set up." he says before kissing my temple. I nod and he walks away. I spend the rest of the night drinking my sorrows away before finally stumbling to the dorm room to crash for the night.

I get up before everyone else and I go to the kitchen to get some coffee before walking out to the front porch and sitting on the couch. I'm not out there long before Taza walks out. He takes a seat next to me with his own coffee and says "Good morning." I don't look at him but say "Morning." He looks at me for a minute and asks "You want to tell me what that was about last night?" I shake my head and say "I'm good." He shakes his head and says. "You don't drink, Erin. I know something is wrong." he tells me. "Yesterday was supposed to be my wedding day." I tell him and he looks at me shocked. "What?" he asks. "I was supposed to be getting married yesterday. I'd been talking to this guy and he knew I couldn't have kids and he grew up without a family so we made a pact to get married and we had already started talking to one of the orphanages across the border." I tell him. "Shit." he says. "Yeah that didn't happen." I tell him. "Why not? Why did he back out?" Taza asks. "He died. It was Riz. Taza I was supposed to be marrying Riz yesterday. We were going to tell you guys when you came back from that run but then he was shot and he died." I tell him. "I'm so sorry little one. You know you can still adopt." he tells me. I shake my head and say "The only reason they were letting me is because I was going to be married so the kid would be coming to a home with both parents. That's not an option for me now. It was my only chance to be a mom." I tell him. "Let me." he says. "What?" I ask. "Let me. Let me marry you and we'll adopt and the kids can grow up on the ranch. Let me." he tells me. "Taza..." I start. "This is for both of us. You get to be a mom and I get to honor my brother. Please." he asks. "Okay." I tell him before he pulls me into a hug and kisses me softly.

****Six months ago***

"Bishop, I need to talk to you." I say as he places soft kisses to my neck and pulls me closer to him as we sit on the couch. Bishop and I have been hooking up behind the club's back for a few months but it's our dirty little secret. Just a way for us to get the release we needed. "What's that querida?" he asks. I push him away a little so that he's looking at me. He sees the anxiety in my face and asks "Everything okay?" I look down at my hands on his chest and say "I'm pregnant." He pulls away completely and with all seriousness, he says "Get rid of it." I look at him shocked and say "What? No." I tell him. He shakes his head and says "This was a mistake." I look at him and am fighting off the tears. "A mistake?" I ask and he looks at the door and then me and says "Being with you was a mistake and so is it. Get rid of it." he tells me before walking out the door. I sit on the couch and rub my still flat stomach as the tears start to fall.

***Present Day***

I'm sitting at home, rubbing my rounded stomach, feeling my little girl kick when I hear a truck pull up. I tense and when I look out the peephole, I see Angel standing there. I open the door and he looks at my stomach and then me and smiles. "Hey Princesa." he says as I let him in. "Hey Angel. What can I do for you?" I ask as my hands find my stomach again, protectively. "I need you to pack a bag and come to the clubhouse. We have lockdown." he tells me. I look at him and shake my head. "I'll be fine here." I tell him. "Elena, you have to come with me. Shit's bad." he tells me. "I can't. I'll be fine here." I tell him and go to the door to open it to ask him to leave. "Why not? We need to protect you and your baby." he tells me. I look down at my stomach and say "I can't. Just please trust me." I tell him. "Can the father take you somewhere safe then?" he asks. "He's not in the picture. Left when I told him I was pregnant. Told me that me and her were a mistake." I tell him. "Just go. I'll be fine." I tell him. He shakes his head and says "Elena, look, we're going after another club. The club that killed Riz." he tells me and I look at him shocked. "What?" I ask. "Riz is gone Princesa." I get up and pack a bag to go to the clubhouse.

Angel helps me out of the truck and as soon as we walk into the clubhouse, the guys start coming up and hugging me since I've not seen them in six months. "Look at you mana." Gilly says as he hugs me. "Hey Gilly." I say softly. He helps me to one of the couches and sits down next to me. I hear the Templo door open and look up to see Hank and Bishop coming out into the main room. Hank walks over to welcome me and I see Bishop look at me and then my stomach. "So, who's the lucky guy?" Gilly asks. "There's...um...there's not one." I tell him and he looks at me confused. "Father decided he didn't want in our lives. Told me that being with me was a mistake and so was my baby." I say and all the guys look pissed at that. "Anything you need?" Creeper asks. "No. I've got the nursery painted and all the furniture set up. Got everything I need for now." I tell him. "Let us know if you need anything else." Angel says and he glances over to Bishop and sees him watching me. He looks back at me and I am rubbing my stomach protectively while looking down at my stomach.

A little later, I tell Angel "I'm going to go lay down." He nods and walks me to the dorm and as I go inside, he heads to the bathroom. A couple of minutes later, I hear a soft knock on the door. I open it to see Bishop standing there and my hand goes to my stomach while the other hand stays on the door. "Can I help you?" I ask softly, without looking at him. "Just wanted to make sure you're okay." he says. "I'm only here because Angel basically forced me to be here." I tell him. Before he can say anything else, I say "Don't worry Prez, both of your mistakes are just fine." I tell him before closing the door and leaning back against it, fighting off the tears. Bishop stands there at the door and puts his forehead against it and hears Angel "You told her that they were mistakes?" Angel asks. "I fucked up." Bishop says. "How? By knocking up one of my best friends or calling her and her kid mistakes?" Angel asks. When Bishop doesn't answer, Angel says "I would kill to be able to have that. To have a good woman by my side and a kid on the way. To have a fucking family. You're get it and throw it away like it don't fucking matter." Angel shakes his head and lets go of Bishop before saying "That's okay. I'll take care of my best friend." before knocking on the door. I open it and let him in before he closes and locks the door.

What He Needed

I've been hooking up with Creeper for several months now. We're not together nor do I let myself believe that we ever will be. In the months that we've been hooking up, I've learned when he's needing comfort, when he's needing a release and when he wants to just have some fun. But the same can be said for him. He has learned when I need to be comforted, when I need to just feel wanted and he knows when I just need to be dicked down. And he does it well. I never hear from him until it's late but when I get that text, I make sure I'm ready when he knocks on the door. When I get the text, I can tell what he needs by what words he uses.

Tonight, like every other night, I get the text and text him to use the spare key. When I hear the door open, I am in my bedroom, where he finds me and I am on the bed, on my knees, with my head down, my hands on my knees and my hair in a high ponytail like he likes. I'm also wearing the pair of white lace panty and bra set that he loves on my tan skin. As soon as he sees me, he stops. Taking off his kutte, he slips out of his boots and I don't look up. I don't speak, I don't move. He walks over and he cups my chin and lifts my face to look at him. "Fucking beautiful." he rasps. I close my eyes and whisper "Thank you Daddy." and I hear him growl. He leans down next to my ear and says "Tell me what you want Baby Girl." I feel his finger graze my skin as he trails it down my throat to the top of my breast and I whisper "To please you Daddy."

I hear the sound of his belt buckle jingle and he says "On your back, head hanging off the bed." I do as he says and he says "Open." he says and I feel the head of his cock touch my lips before pushing into my mouth. He fucks my mouth with abandon and I hear him grunt. He pulls out of my mouth and says "On your knees. Face down." I do what I'm told, again, and he gets on the bed behind me, pulls my hips closer to him and I feel his fingers start rubbing my clit before moving to my entrance. I feel his long, thick fingers penetrate me and I try to be quiet and submissive like I know he needs but it feels too good. "Fuck Daddy." I moan. "That feel good baby girl?" he asks. "Yes, Daddy. Please, more." I almost beg. "You want more? You gonna cum for Daddy?" he asks. "Yes Daddy. Please make my cum." I beg and he laughs as he leans down to my ear. "Don't you dare fucking cum until Daddy says. You hear me baby girl?" he growls in my ear and I feel myself getting wetter and he does too. "So fucking wet for Daddy. You like when Daddy plays with your pussy. Who owns your pussy?" he growls. "You Daddy." I whisper. He pulls his fingers out and starts to place little slaps to my clit and it's so sensitive. "Who owns your pussy baby girl?" he asks. "You Daddy." I say with as much strength as I can muster. He moves behind me and I feel his cock at my entrance and before he pushes inside, he says "You don't cum until I tell you to." I nod and say "Yes Daddy." and he thrusts into me all at once. I feel him thrusting in and out of my pussy and hear him growl "Fucking tight, wet pussy. This pussy is mine. I own your pussy." he growls and I can't form words. His thrusts start getting choppy and he says "I'm gonna cum baby girl. Cum with me." he says and as he loses himself inside me, I lose myself with him.

I am a Santos by blood. My pops, along with Spooky's pop started the Santos before we were born so we were literally born into this life. Spooky and Sad Eyes are my best friends. We were even jumped in together. I walk up to the normal Friday night party at Spooky's house and I'm running a little late but I'm here. I walk into the front door and grab a Corona before heading to the back door. Once I make it to the back yard, this girl that I've never seen before stops me. "Are you a Ruca?" she asks. "Nope." I say and go to move past her but she moves in front of me. "Sucia?" she asks. "Nope." I say again. "Then why are you here?" she asks. "Because I was invited." I say as I look at her confused. "By who?" she asks. "If you were important enough to know, they would have told you." I tell her and go to go past her. She grabs my arm and asks "Who the fuck are you then?" I pull my arm from her grasp and turn to face her. Getting in her face, I say "I'm the bitch that will lock you in my trunk and then help people look for your nasty ass. I'll even go on TV, shed a couple of tears and talk about what a good friend you are and talk about how I pray for your safe return but if you ever put your hands on me again? You won't have to worry about being put my trunk because you'll end up in one of their trunks and no one will ever see your nasty ass again." I tell her before walking off.

II've been at the Santo Padre charter's clubhouse for almost a week with my brother Ibarra. He was stripped of his kutte by Canche and wanted to keep me with him to keep me safe. The guys are sitting around the tables they pulled together in the main room because Ibarra can't go into Templo with no kutte. I'm sitting outside with the Prospect Steve.

Inside the clubhouse, Ibarra says "She's been getting calls from Canche. He's trying to get her on his side." Ibarra says. "Is there a chance she could choose him?" Taza asks. "No. She's loyal to me." he tells them and they all nod. "What's he been saying to her?" Gilly asks. "Wanting her to marry him. I guess he thinks if he's married to her that he will be able to keep me in line." Ibarra says. "What do we do?" Creeper asks. "She can't marry Canche if she's already married." Bishop says and Ibarra looks at her. "I can get her to marry one of you but which one of you is going to marry her?" Ibarra asks. "She should get to pick." EZ says and they all nod.

Ibarra walks outside and says "Let's walk." I nod and follow him through the scrapyard. "What's happening Bar Bar?" I ask. "I know Canche keeps calling your phone, wanting you to marry him." he tells me. "I know. I don't answer. I don't want to marry him." I tell him. "I was talking to the club and they agree with me. You can't marry him..." he starts and I say "If I'm already married." He nods. "I'm not getting a say in this am I?" I ask. "Not in getting married but we did decide that you would decide who you're marrying." he tells me. "Well, let's do this." I say and we head for the clubhouse.

Walking into the clubhouse, we all gather around the table but I stay standing. "Your brother tell you what we are asking you to do?" Bishop asks. "He did and I get it. I may not always agree with what my brother wants me to do but I still do it because I trust him." I tell them. They are all looking at me. "I told her that she gets to choose who she marries." Ibarra says and they nod. "Do you need time to think about it?" Bishop asks and I shake my head no. I look around the table and see Angel look from me down to his rings and plays with his rings. "Who will it be sweetheart?" Taza asks. "Angel." I say and his eyes snap up to mine. "We need to do this as soon as possible." Bishop says and I say "Just tell me when." I say without breaking eye contact with Angel.

Everyone is hanging around the clubhouse and Angel asks "Can we talk?" I nod and he takes my hand and leads me outside to one of the tables. We sit on the top and he asks "Can I ask you something?" I nod and say "I'm going to be your wife. You can ask me anything." I tell him and he smiles softly before taking my hand again and lacing his fingers with mine. "Why did you choose me? You could have chosen anyone. Why me?" he asks. "Angel, I've always been one to observe people. When we were around the table, you were looking at me just like everyone else but when it was time for me to choose who to marry, you looked down at your hands like you were prepping yourself to not be chosen. You looked like you needed someone to choose you for a change and I wanted to be that person." I tell him. "You know I'll protect you with my life right?" he asks. "I know." I tell him before he leans over and kisses me softly.

An hour later, we are standing in front of a justice and we are exchanging vows. EZ had left for a bit and brought his mom's wedding rings for Angel and I. When the justice pronounces us man and wife, he kisses me softly and holds me close.

A couple of days later, we are sitting around the clubhouse and I am in Angel's lap. We've been staying close the last couple of days and getting to know each other. We hear bikes pulling up and I stiffen. "He won't touch you." he tells me. "If he gets within arms reach he's going to try to take me." I tell him and he kisses me gently and says "I got you."

II can't believe what I just heard. I've been here for six months and have been head over heels in love with Angel and he just announced that he is engaged to Nails and they are having a baby. Everyone starts to congratulate them but I slip out the door. I slip over to the other side of the cage and sit on the picnic table and feel the tears start to fall. I don't know what I was thinking. He'd never go for someone like me anyway. I'm to big for him. I'm five foot tall and weigh about 150 pounds. He wouldn't look twice at me.

I'm not out there long before I hear a gunshot. I run back to the clubhouse and see Steve laying on the floor and everyone round is standing there shocked. I look over and see Hank sitting there in shock and I make my way over to him. He's been a good friend and looks like he needs one. As soon as I walk over, I put my hand on his arm and he hugs me tight and I hug him back. We don't leave each other's side as the paramedics carry his body out. We are on the porch of the clubhouse and I see Angel holding Nails close and she's snuggled into him and I look over and see Hank barely holding it together. He looks over at Nails and she looks at him and he walks away.

Hold Me

Sitting around the clubhouse, watching all my family and friends having fun, I keep looking at my phone. Checking it for the millionth time. I’ve called and texted my boyfriend, Jason, at least a dozen times and still not answer and no response. I turn back to the bar and order another drink. “You okay Mira?” Half Sack asks and I just nod as he hands me another beer. I sit there for another hour before I head out to the picnic tables by the ring and sit. I’m not out there long before my phone rings and I see Jason’s number show up. “Hey baby.” I say but all I hear is moaning and grunting. “Oh God Jason. Don’t stop. Fuck. Make me cum.” the girl moans. “Fuck I’m gonna cum.” Jason growls and I hang up.

I look at my phone, shocked, before standing and heading to the clubhouse door. I barely hold it together long enough to make it to the hallway and to the ladder leading to the roof. I climb up and sit on top of one of the air units and the dam breaks. I start to sob. I can’t believe he’s cheating on me. I thought I was going to be able to be alone but I was wrong. 

I hear the hatch open and don’t look up. I try to dry my eyes as quick as I can before Happy and Kozik take seats on each side of me. “Why are you crying?” Kozik asks. “I’m good.” I say and go to stand and Happy gently grabs my wrist. “No you ain’t. Why are you crying little girl?” Happy asks. He pulls me to sit back between them and I shake my head. “Just having a bad night.” I say and look back down at my hands, fighting off the tears. “Bull shit. You were barely holding it together when you came back into the clubhouse and don’t think we didn’t notice you kept checking your phone. Talk to us.” Koz says. “I was supposed to be hanging out with Jason tonight but he wasn’t answering my calls or texts.” I tell them. “That ain’t a reason to cry.” Happy says. “It is when he finally calls and all you hear is him fucking another girl.” I say and the tears start falling again. I go to stand and Koz stands behind me and Happy stands in front of me. “Let me go. Please.” I whisper. “Nah. You don’t need that mother fucker.” Happy says and I nod. I sit down and ask “What’s wrong with me?” and I look down at my hands again. They each reach over and take one of my hands and lace their fingers with mine. “There’s nothing wrong with you.” Happy says. “There must be. My boyfriend is cheating on me.” I say. “Okay. First of all, ex-boyfriend. Second, you have two of us right here that would cut a fuckers heart out if you asked us to. And third, you are fucking perfect. You don’t judge us. You take care of us. And from here out you belong to us.” Koz says and I look at him a little shocked before looking at Happy and he nods his agreement. “Are you sure?” I ask. “Yeah little girl. We’re sure. We’ve both been into you but we were just waiting on that fucker to be out of the picture. But...you know a good way to get even?” Koz asks. “What’s that?” I ask. Happy takes my phone and calls Jason. “Hey babe.” Jason says. “You don’t call Mira or come near her again. You’re bitch ass has been replaced.” Happy says before hanging up the phone. He leans over and kisses me gently before Koz does the same thing.

The guys have just come out of Templo and are sitting around the clubhouse. Angel is sitting at the bar, talking to EZ and I can hear the conversation. I look at Angel and he looks so sad and I hear Angel say “Shit, maybe he’d be better off with someone else. What kind of fucking father would I be?” he asks. I stand up and move to hug him and then I cup his face and say “You’re son needs to be with you. You are going to be an amazing father Angel. There is no one that will love that little boy more than you.” I tell him and he pulls me close to hug me again and says “Gracias Princesa.” before kissing my temple. I pull away and he looks down at his beer again. “I’m going to head home.” I say and look at Angel. “Call me if you need anything.” I tell him and he nods before taking my hand and kissing my knuckles. I look at EZ and he’s the only one that knows how I feel about Angel. He’s one of my closest friends and he knows that I am completely in love with Angel. 

I get home and take out my laptop and load it up. I had remembered hearing Angel talk about Adelita’s real name and after listening to Angel and the guys talk about how Potter did a paternity test and found out that Angel was the baby’s father, that made me think. If he did he paternity test, that means he had to have used Adelita’s name. So, I started hacking into the ADA database and started looking for anything with Luisa Espinoza and Lincoln Potter as well as adding in Angel’s name. And I found it. There was documentation of the paternity test, the birth certificate, and then there it was. The paperwork to have the baby, who Adelita named Mateo, into protective custody. Looking at the paperwork, I wrote down the names and the address of what I’m assuming is the safehouse where the baby is being held. I looked at the address and noticed that it was in the same area as where the guys rescued Gabby’s family from. There were some names listed and I wrote those down. Then I started searching the names and found out that the people that have Mateo are...Vatos. Fuck.

I thought about things for the rest of the night and formed a plan. I don’t really have anyone other than the club but I know the importance of family and Angel needs his son. I found a phone number for the president of the Vatos and I make the call. “Who’s this?” the man asks. “My name is Mona Munson.” I tell him. “What can I do for you Mona Munson?” he asks. “I hear you have something that the Mayan’s want and I want to make a deal with you.” I tell him. “And what, exactly, do you have that we could want?” he asks. “I know what you guys do. I know that you guys traffic women. I want to trade the baby and in exchange, I want to turn myself over to you. You’ll get more money for me than the baby.” I tell him. “And what makes you so special?” he asks. “I’m the SONS Princess. My father was Bobby Munson. Every charter knows me.” I tell him. “Well, that does change things. I’ll text you the time and place to meet. You have yourself a deal.” he tells me. “One more thing. When we meet. I am having a friend bring me. It won’t be a club member. I need someone to take the baby to the clubhouse.” I tell him. “Understood.” he tells me before ending the call. A few minutes later, I get a text of the time and place to meet.

I pull up at Vickie’s and when I walk in, she sees me and looks at me concerned. “Can we talk? In private?” I ask and she nods and takes me into the office. “What can I do for you mija?” she asks. “I need a huge favor.” I tell her and she looks at me even more concerned. “I did a little hacking and I found Angel’s baby.” I tell her. “That’s amazing mija. But why are you here and not at the clubhouse telling the guys?” she asks. “Because the people that are holding him, if the guys come for him, they will kill the baby.” I tell her and she looks at me shocked. “Who has him?” she asks. “The Vatos.” I tell her and her eyes go wide. “I called their president and made a deal with him. I’m trading myself for the baby.” I tell her. “No mija. No.” she tells me and I see her eyes tear up and I say “Vickie, I’m the daughter of a SON. He will make more money off of me than the baby and Angel needs his son.” I tell her. “What about Angel?” she asks. “Angel doesn’t love me. He loves Adelita and his son. Now he will have both. You’re not going to talk me out of it and I could really use your help.” I tell her. “What can I do?” she asks. “I have to meet them in an hour and they are going to hand me the baby. I need you to take the baby to the clubhouse to Angel.” I tell her and she nods before hugging me.

An hour later, we are at the meeting spot and the Vatos pull up. Vickie takes my hand and squeezes to show her support. The president gets off his bike and walks towards us. I step forward and he looks me up and down and smirks. “Looks like we’re making a fair trade.” he tells me. “Where’s the baby?” I ask. He motions one of his men forward and he gets a carrier out of the van and brings him to me. I look down at him and see it really is Angel’s baby. He looks just like Angel. “I’m going to give him to my friend and say goodbye to her and then we can go.” I tell him and he nods his agreement. I walk over to Vickie and sit the carrier down. I hug her and say “Tell Angel I love him please.” I tell her and she hugs me tighter. When she releases me, she nods before picking the carrier up and heading to her car. “Now, let’s go.” he tells me harshly and I do what I’m told.

He takes me back to a warehouse and locks me in a room that has nothing but a bed with a metal headboard bolted to the wall. I sit there for a while before the president comes back in and has two other men with him. They move forward and start to tie my hands to the headboard and I don’t fight them. “Not even going to fight querida?” he asks. “I knew what I was signing up for so why fight?” I ask. He tells his guys to leave the room and moves closer to me. He takes my pants and panties off before climbing between my legs. I look at the wall so I don’t have to look at him and he pulls out his hard member before roughly entering me and having his way with me. Over the next little bit, three more men come into the room and use me to get off.

Vickie pulls up at the clubhouse and takes the carrier out of the car and walks into the clubhouse. Bishop sees her first and rushes to her when he sees her carrying the carrier and there are tears running down her face. “Vickie? What happened?” he asks and Angel walks over and sees the baby. “Mateo? How?” he asks as he reaches down and softly touches his son for the first time. “Mona. She found out who had your son and she...she’s gone.” she says. “Gone? What do you mean gone?” Taza asks and Angel is still in shock that his son is there. “She traded herself for Mateo.” she says and Angel looks up at her shocked. He stands back up and asks “Traded? To who?” She looks from him to Taza and says “The Vatos.” They all look at her shocked and Angel asks “Can you...?” and before he finishes she says “I got him. Just get her back.” He nods and kisses her cheek before they all head into Templo.

Sitting at the table and they all look at Angel and he’s looking down at his hands on the table. “Are you okay mano?” Hank asks him and he looks up at Hank and says “I don’t know. My son is here but why the fuck would she turn herself over to them? She knows what they do to women?” Angel asks. “I don’t know.” Bishop says and Taza finally walks into Templo. “I just asked Vickie where they did the exchange and she said there was a pull off just outside of Santo Padre and after they left, she followed and saw them go down a dirt road. She told me where it is and it’s right down from where we rescued the prospect’s girl. The only thing down that dirt road is a warehouse.” Taza says. Angel stands up and asks “What are we waiting for? Let’s go.” and Bishop stops him. “Go see your son a minute. We’ll leave in ten.” Angel nods and Bishop bangs the gavel. Angel is the first one out the door and Bishop, Taza and Hank stay behind. “Why would she turn herself over like that?” Hank asks. “She’s in love with him.” Bishop says and Taza says “You know there’s a chance this will be a recovery instead of a rescue.” Bishop looks out the door at Angel holding his son and says “Let’s just find her and we can go from there.” before they all walk out of Templo.

After the men were done with me they drugged me to knock me out. The door gets kicked in and there are gunshots but I still don’t wake up. The door opens and Angel comes running in with Coco and Gilly behind him and sees me tied to the bed. Gilly and Coco start untying me as Angel is patting my face. “Mona, wake up. Please wake up. Baby please just wake up.” he begs as he tries to get me to wake up. “We gotta get her out of here Angel.” Gilly says and Angel wraps the blanket around me and carries me out of the room and to the van.