P-DID culture is a lot of things for me/us (sorry for the lengthy post)
#1 P-DID culture is having silent spells that can last months which leave you wondering if you were faking all along (bonus if you are the only protector and therefore they actually go radio silent when triggering stuff happens)
#2 P-DID culture (for us) is TERRIBLE communication which leaves me having to “guess” if someone is near through vibes as in (to quote another user with pdid), “getting pushed a certain direction” through passive influence.
#3 P-DID culture is (for me) NOT looking like the body at all but having a headmate who does and often dissociating to the point I “feel like the body” and not myself as an alter which leaves me confused because… is it just me dissociating, or is it them co-con? (also changing the body accordingly to fit you).
#4 P-DID culture is not relating to any of the prominent OSDDID system experiences, living in a country that uses DSM-V and therefore fuelling your impostor syndrome.
#5 P-DID culture is having very intense and repetitive dreams with you interacting with your favourite character/of your favourite characters alone and not knowing if you’re just… dreaming, or if you’ve actually split them and they are only very active because your focus is on them.
#6 P-DID culture (related to #5) is only communicating through dreams (because no innerworld the host can access) hence the #5 struggle.
#7 P-DID is having an introject from your favorite media (bonus if you’re autistic and said interest is special/hyperfix) and you don’t know if some of the emotions you feel towards it come from you or if you’re triggering your fictive into co-con.
there’s many more, but these are the most relevant for me/us. Hopefully someone relates to at least some of them. - 🌘 (anon, if it’s not taken)
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