The Elegant Note

Well me, Happy Birthday

I'm in my 20's now, so I hope...

This is officially my last day as I teen ever, with messy hair, earphones on, stickers in my room, my backpack on the floor, and a heart full of hopes, dreams and willing to have lots of adventures.

Is this what being a teen is all about? Cause even if I didn't get the full teenager experience, if being a teen means to start my age with a 1, and to have all of whatever this is, oh God I do want it, and I want it so back.

I don't want to be like those people whom are like "I have decided I'm gonna be a teen til I get 25 or 30", but why do I feel like them?

God I really do t want this to be over, I really want to say I'm a teen and I don't want to turn 20

I don't want this to be over, ever.

When did that happened?, Where are those amazing things and the big "teen experience" that the movies sell to us, but most important, why are there people whom actually live it?

I don't want to turn 20, cause it feels like I'm actually missing something, something to live, something to experience, like as if this want really over, as if I still had to do something in my teen years, cause nothing ever happened

I don't wanna stop living but I wanna live differently, where have my teen age years gone? And why am I so nostalgic over everything about it, 19 looked like a big year, exited to do things and let things happened, but nothing ever did.

The worst part is that I'm surely enter my 20's (never thought I'd say that) and nothing's ever gonna change, I'm still gonna have my same boring life.