Hello- we are the cyclical system. We are some kind of fucked up distinct Median System! We are not diagnosed w/ anything so pls don't ask.
This acc is for us to share experiences about our plurality with others who are not our close and trusted circle.
WARNING!!! On This Account There Will Be Some VENTS!!!
We will mention triggering topics! To varying degrees that includes- emotional neglect, emotional abuse, emotional manipulation, suicide, self harm, unstable parents and graphic description of psychologically horrifying experiences, hallucinations and memory loss.
Ground Rules / Boundaries:
Do Not ask for sensitive personal information. We will share what we are comfortable with, nothing more.
Do Not bring syscourse to our page
Do Not be a creep, you will be reported and blocked.
Do Not ask us for donations, this is not an account for that.
Do Not try to "help" with or explain what our problems are to us. You will be blocked.
Do Not tell us who or what we are. You will be blocked.
Do Not persecute or try to report us when we share Intrusive thoughts, they are intrusive for a reason. We expressly WILL NOT act on them.
Generally, just be a decent person. Just because we're plural doesn't mean we're not deserving of basic respect.
We will answer questions if you are curious, but you must be respectful about it and abide by the rules set above.
Strong Opinions/Values:
Every human deserves respect and dignity until they have proven they are willing to strip that from others.
Every animal deserves respect and dignity the same you would treat a human person. Animals are also people.
The Planet and environment and ecosystems all deserve the same respect you would give to anything you cared about. It is alive. Respect it so.
Complete healthcare, housing, food, water, safety, autonomy and freedom from oppression are All Basic Human Rights and we should push governments to recognize them.
FUCK ICE. KILL NAZIS.
STRONGLY AGAINST AI - Kill the environmental racism machine. Specifically Generative Ai + Huge data centers. I believe analytical AI has its place in research + academic settings so long as it's not at the cost of our environments + communities.
^^More to be added, I just can't remember what I was gonna say
INTERESTS / HOBBIES!!
HORSES! <- Hosts special interest
Sonic The Hedgehog Franchise <- Host Other special interest
Civil rights, Nature Conservation and Climate activism
Biology + Bioengineering the Scifi way (think automail from FMAB or Sevika's arm from arcane)
Psychology and How The Brain Works
Forest ecology and Edible plants foraging
ISOPODS!
Anime!!
Art of all kinds
Music (bassist!)
DEFINITELY More but these are the biggest and most often talked about
System intro in a separate post!
💬 0 🔁 0 ❤️ 1 · System Introductions! · Some of us will use aliases! This will be an incomplete list as a few members do not post plurality
Tagging system!! (Brief overview of most commonly used tags)
Host tags: #fungi timee #fungi yaps
Comics (coming soon): #cyclical-comics
Funny shit: #cyclical-sillies #cyclical-quotes
DNI
If we see you expressing any ideology pertaining to these things to us or on our page, we will block you. We do not have the energy to interact online at all with the following:
MAGA / trump supporters
Syscourse / Sysmedicalists
Racists
Zionists
Xenophobes
ICE supporters
Homophobes
Transphobes
Creeps
General disrespect towards peoples identities and generally being an asshole.
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I can feel my blood circulating and pulsing in my body and worse I can feel the Slight delay that comes from the distance those places are from my heart. I hate it here. I hate the dissonance between tempos as my pulse changes. This body is too leaky and squishy.
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Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Most* lifelong singlets will never know what it's like to be literally told you are not real. Not just "oh this aspect of you isn't real" but a literal "You are not real. You do not exist and you never will."
Most lifelong singlets do not know the suffering that comes from people saying "I think you're [this other person] instead."
And this is not me saying that people denying *parts* of singlets (your disability, race, sex, gender identity, orientation, etc) isn't traumatic and horrible. It is. You don't deserve to have ANY part of you denied.
But to have someone genuinely think you are nothing. Genuinely, unironically think you *entirely* don't exist. That you are merely roleplay or imagination. That there is only one person in the body, and that it's *not you.*
That is something lifelong singlets usually do not experience.
I don't get how plurals can do that to other plurals. I don't get how you can say "Actually you don't exist. You are literally fake" when that's exactly how singlets treat you. And I don't understand how you can call that "discourse" instead of what it actually is - cruelty beyond measures. Erasure beyond measures.
I will not and cannot EVER be around someone who simply humors me as a "concept" or a "game" rather than an actual fucking existing being. Never.
-Marco (she/he), a headmate in a endotrauma system with diagnosed DID.
*There is massive solidarity to be found with singlet schizospecs who are being abusively told "you aren't real!" as an attempt to trigger derealization hallucinations. Same for singlets who are accused of being bots or faking their identity/sockpuppeting online.
Practically every other post I see by a fictive is them apologizing for their source, feeling bad about their source, or laughing at themself for just fucking existing in this world as a fictive. Stop that. Stop insulting yourself. Stop putting yourself down. Stop telling the world that you don't deserve to be taken seriously. Stop telling the world that your relationships, your efforts, your experiences are worth mockery. You are worth more than that. You have worth. You have a right to love yourself, too. You have a right to respect, too. You have a right to be taken seriously, too. You have a right to everything that everyone else has a right to. Every time you feel like you need to make a joke at your own expense, remind yourself of that. You. Deserve. More. Than. Laughter. At. Your. Existence.
recent rant , redone in comic form . not every large collective is polyfragmented !
while polyfragmentation is not always easy to define , and communities may adapt in ways psychiatric literature do not account for , do believe in importance of keep some kind of barrier between polyfragmentation and large population - collectives can be large even without polyfragmentation , and small even with polyfragmentation .
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*grief about our dog entering her cheeseburger years*
*multiple people overlapping feelings and thoughts, overwhelming, collectively going to break down bc she's going to die eventually and we cannot handle it*
Anon fictive: *breaks through noise trying to comfort" hey, it'll be ok. it's ok everything will die eventually
*silence and scornful look from one other person who was actively trying to quell panic*
Kieth: dude what the fuck?
Anon fictive: Hey I'm not really good at this right now! *Gestures to recent reliving of his worst traumas*
Fungi, who was previously scattered and on the verge of breakdown, now laughing: This is going on Tumblr.
Hey guys, so as a few of you may know via the blog or more likely discord my spouse Ashe and I have been attempting to seek asylum in the Netherlands, and to be honest with you all it's been a nightmare and as awful as it feels to say we need to get back to America and we have nothing, currently if we go back or get sent back we will be homeless so as nauseating as asking for help is https://www.spotfund.com/story/c47f725c-ceaa-4dc9-9788-1d12444f16d7?SFID=AsheHomeRebuild
Is the fundraiser we have set up to try and have a place when we get back to the states it also has more details about some of the things we have been through and our goals with anything we receive
