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Falcon shifted so that Cam was more firmly seated in his hold, though his touch aimed to be supportive more than engulfing. When he saw the tears in Cam’s eyes, he slid his hand up, covered by his sleeve, and wiped his eyes for him. “No need to cry,” he said, placing his left hand on his shoulder.

The fact that Cam started to actually cry made him feel that much dumber than he had before. Of course he didn't want to make himself look totally worthless in front of this guy, but he just had so much built in emotion than he should have sorted out beforehand. "I'm sorry," He said again, continuing to say as he wiped his eyes and sniffled gently. 

Yeah, not everyone.

It makes the guards at the jail happier, seeing people see their families gives them a warm heart, I guess. That's all I really know, to be honest. I just think Christmas is a great season, overall. Holidays are fun.

Falcon noticed the tension, and held both hands up. “I wasn’t asking for right now,” he tried to clarify, keeping his eyes on Cam. “I was asking if it’s a potential goal.” Well great. Now he just felt stupid. Good job, Falcon. Way to ruin a good thing. He wanted to reach out and touch him, try to soothe him, but he knew that it would likely just hurt his cause. 

It wasn't really intentional, and Cam knew, but Falcon was also kind of surprised at his move away. Cam chewed on the inside of his cheek as he blinked, just staring at Falcon calmly. He just needed to calm down and not think about it. "I'm sorry," He commented again, loosening himself from the small ball he hugged into. 

Everything doesn’t get really great just because it’s christmas, mate, but good on you for your optimism.

Well, yeah, I know that. But... I like to think it does. Christmas makes people happier, generally.

True, thinking more along the lines of adults but I suppose they’re pretty cute too. Think of all the food for Thanksgiving! Man, turkey leg, potato salad.. I’m already in heaven just htinking about it. Ha, well, you make a very good Miley Cyrus indeed, wondering where your wrecking ball is. And yes sir, I’m your very average gym coach that’s about to make your life living hell.

I don't think I saw any adult Elsa's, but that's actually quite terrifying. Uh, I don't really want to think about the food because I kind of want it now and not later. Thanks, I thought so. Even had my hair in pigtail bun things. I was pretty cute, I think. I didn't have a wrecking ball, but I definitely should have. That's actually horrible-- gym class sucked. I was so bad at it. 

"You need to sing for me some time," Falcon insisted, getting comfortable with Cam on his body. The last person he'd really cuddled with had been Toby-- Atti had been a fling. But Cam was special. He liked him.

Cam sat up a little bit, smiling as he did so and quite enjoyed being in the presence of someone who actually liked being around him. He was a little out of hand sometimes, and things like this were always quite special. "Of course I'll sing for you sometime." He smirked, feeling the dimple pop out of his cheek as he did.

Shiiiit man, what did they do?! Or is that a little fucked up to ask? I take it back then, that sucks major.

Well, it's not they, it's him. He's-- uh, I would rather not... talk in dept about it. But he was abusive, and got caught.  My mom still thinks it's important we go visit him, even though I know he doesn't deserve it. I just like the satisfaction of him knowing that he's a fuck up. Sounds messed up for me to say it like that, but I live off the pleasure of him knowing he's the worst father in the world.

Quite popular, but not as popular as Frozen-related characters. Saw a lot of Peter Quills running around too. But tough out another few hours then it’s countdown to Christmas. In the meantime, what did you dress up as?

Yeah, but little girl's look cute when they dress up as Elsa. Other people tell me to get excited for Thanksgiving too, so I guess I am. Holidays are just a really great time of year .Oh, and Black Friday. Can't forget about that. Uh, I went as Miley Cyrus. I know, you're jealous. I know what you're thinking-- why? Well, when you wear tight, nude spandex shorts and a foam finger to a gay club, it's basically a saving grace. Did you dress up?

Food makes it perfect and the wine as well. I tend to get drunk….sometimes. You don’t have any siblings or relatives around town?

Yeah, I'm kind of excited to drink a full bottle of wine on Thanksgiving. Uh, no, I don't have any siblings. Or relatives around here. My mom ran away with my dad when she was sixteen, and they came here, and yeah. I never got the 'big family' aspect of life. It's fine, though.

Christmas is right around the corner, mate, that’s usually how it goes when Halloween is first here. 

I'm pretty excited, really. The Christmas lights go up, and the air gets cold, and everything gets really great. Except when we get really bad snow and the power goes out. That's actual shit. 

You’re just one of the lucky ones then. Cheers to you, I wish I could see my ‘rents sometimes. But I still gotta favor Thanksgiving over your white Christmas fantasy any day.

I don't think I'd call visiting jail on Thanksgiving lucky, but thanks for the thought. It's not a fantasy if it happens. Just becomes real life then, I suppose. 

Yeah, that’s a pretty overdone matching set, especially when half the people who do it have never even played Mario.

I mean, I'm not a video game expert, but Mario Kart is actually pretty genius. I just think the costumes always look stupid because it's always girls who do it, and they wear like, tutus and shit. Gross.

Falcon gently ran his fingers through his date's hair. "Really? I watch so many movies. It's so lonely in here, I keep the tv on for something to look at while I grade." When Cam mentioned music, he seemed to perk up.

"I watch a lot of TV just because it's on." Cam settled into the boy's body as he felt the fingers gently going through his hair. "Yeah, I can understand that. Why do you have such a big house when nobody lives here with you? It's kind of pointless, isn't it?" Cam's eyes lifted to look at Falcon before shrugging a little bit. Maybe there will be a time when they got to live together, but Cam was thinking way too far ahead. 

      Christmas? What about Thanksgiving? — Now that’s a great holiday.

Yeah, super good. Christmas is just an overall good time, though. Especially if it's a white Christmas. Everything feels so good and so happy, and I love it. It's the only time my mom and I see my dad, so, it's kind of cool.

Someone has his panties in a bunch. Christmas is fifty-four days away, are you not excited for Thanksgiving and the mash potatoes, thats much closer?

Okay, yes. Thanksgiving is kind of a huge deal, and it's kind of perfect. But I don't usually do anything big for it since it's just my mom and I. Defeats the purpose of a big meal, you know? 

Falcon smiled warmly and moved so that Cam was basically lying on top of him. He placed his hands on Cam's belly just to hold him in place and keep a line of contact. He closed his eyes for a moment, then turned slightly so he could see the screen.

They were now snuggling hardcore, and Cam felt the amount of weight in his stomach when he felt Falcon's hands on him. It was so incredibly different than being with someone that didn't exactly care about keeping you warm, or buying you something to eat. It was nice, though, and Cam honestly hoped that something would come out of this. It would be something special, and he hoped that Falcon saw that something special in him, as well. 

There are so many Mario and Luigi walking around, but I say the cats are more annoying. Don’t chop your arm off though. I think it’s like 50 days away? I saw a post on instagram yesterday saying like 51 or 52.

Yeah, but at least all the cats can look different. Cats are cute, too. I'd rather see a bunch of little cats walking around than fucking Mario... things. Like, why those two? Why not the yellow and purple one, too? 50 days? That's far too long. I'm now waiting for Thanksgiving.