Branflakes damn.

honestly, i haven’t been happy with myself lately and I can’t seem to find out why. I feel like I’ve been on auto pilot and just haven’t really made the best out of my college years in the last two years.I feel like i haven’t been myself or given the most potential of who i really am to everyone so far. I left a small town home to a big town city, to learn, adapt and grow, hoping that I would still be the same individual but improving how I am as a person. Recently I haven’t been putting the most efforts into the new connections I’ve made and that is what I think i am missing. People i meet i only see the friendship half way rather than what more I can make of it. My first year here in sf everyone i met, I was so down, I was so spontaneous, I made every friendship count. But as i got older, did I become complacent? Did i become too busy to have fun again? These things come into my mind because even though I am only twenty two right now, I think I can finally understand when people say they miss their youth. Being too caught up in their work, or over thinking everything instead of just.. doing it.