Unsatisfied Girl

“I should be sleeping. But I’m thinking of you. I’m always thinking about you.”

“In any given moment we have two options: to step forward into growth or to step back into safety.”

“Perhaps the problem is not the intensity of your love, but the quality of the people you are loving.”

“The worst thing is I know it’s all my fault. If I hadn’t given my heart away, it wouldn’t be broken right now.”

“You make lists in your head about what you want in a lover, like brown hair and a sweet voice. A sharp mind and a soft heart, a sense of humor that actually makes you laugh like you mean it. This and that. And it’s all bullshit. Because people aren’t lists. And I’ve always wanted to be the person who made someone realize that. I want to come across someone with a list in their head that is nothing like the person I am, and I want to show them what they didn’t even know they were looking for. People who think they know what they want are fooling themselves. Nobody really knows what they want. Not until it’s right in front of them.”

“As much as I feel sad, I think that not knowing is what really bothers me.”

“Let us eat and drink, because tomorrow we shall die – but this is sensuality’s cowardly lust for life, that contemptible order of things where one lives in order to eat and drink, instead of eating and drinking in order to live.”

“Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art…. It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.”

“I have a million things to talk to you about. A million things we have to talk about. All I want in this world is you. I want to see you and talk. I want the two of us to begin everything from the beginning.”

“Now that she had nothing to lose, she was free.”