Heya! I'm sharkies, I write stuff. Specifically currently 'Katsuki and Izuku (Deceased)' Which is my main fic, but I have other side quests ongoing. I love any opportunity to talk about my fic, and the characters, so feel free to ask. Current obsessions Mha DC Epic
Alright! New pinned post because my old one was back from over a year ago and I just.... Never updated it.
So this blog is mainly for my writing, and some shit posting, my main current writing project is 'Katsuki and Izuku (Deceased)' which is being written as I go, although does have a plan.
I have two more fics in drafts that I plan to fully write out before posting hopefully.
More about KAI(D) It's an au that's really been bouncing around my head for years and years. The general gist is Katsuki ends up with one for all after izuku does and gets haunted by the vestiges!
This au is my absolute baby and I love any questions anyone may have, you can ask Me or the characters if you're feeling funky. (Character answers will be at the current point the fic is up to unless you specify you what an answer from an earlier point)
It was originally a crack fic and has now spiralled into a huge angsty commitment
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Okay, but in the omegaverse, the same way intersex people exist here there's got to be people with a mix of secondary genders, right?
Because I'm just imagining Troy Barrett who is an 'alpha' but he actually has mixed characteristics of alpha and omega. Like he gets heats and rugs, but more commonly heats. He doesn't ever really get possesive over omegas like most alphas, more protective like an omega.
He is very very calm around other alphas, even when not doing well. Of course scent blockers always .
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The centaurs somehow falling into the biggest polycule shit ever. Like either most of the guys are single, or in open relationships with their girlfriends/wives. No cheating here.
It starts with Luca and hollanov, Luca having so much excitement and worship around them, Shane and Ilya both thinking he's cute and somehow they end up sleeping together once. Luca's first experience with men, 10/10
Maybe then it's Troy and Harris ending up involved with hollanov maybe a double date devolves into sleeping together.
Then Luca and the other rooks happen. Maybe he mentioned he slept with a man and the others are like 🤔🤭 what's that like?
Then bood and Wyatt, get involved with someone. Troy, Harris, Luca, Lapointe, Holmberg, young, Shane, Ilya, Wyatt and bood have all slept with at least one other teammate and liked it when it comes sto a head.
Slightly tipsy truth or dare which slowly gets more and more horny. Everyone has a great fucking time and they just end up sort of randomly kissing eachother, hugging, hanging off eachother, or arranging dates afterwards.
Like the media knows of hollanov and Troy Harris obviously, but then they see young and Lapointe kissing in public and it's like OH NY GOD but then the next day Wyatt and young are making out, and everyone is like.... uh??
Okay, even more stupid Troy barrett thoughts. Incredibly stealth Troy Barrett's he like socially transitioned at nine (Curtis's misogyny outweighed his transphobia. He wanted a son that bad.)
He didn't get on puberty blockers young enough to avoid female puberty and as such got top surgery at 18, prior to that he just binded all the time. Told anyone who asked he had mild lung issues and compression helped. No one pushed, then called his top surgery scars scars from lung surgey. No one around him knew enough to say otherwise. Besides he was blessed with extremely faded barley visable scars, and his pecs really hide them.
We don't question how he avoids having underwear off.
The easiest way to stay stealth, because fuck knows he doesn't want a locker room full of men to know he's biologically female is to be exceedingly transphobic, homophobic and at least vaguely misogynistic.
By the time he gets to Ottawa he has a reputation, but here he isn't as worried about being found out, he doesn't feel he desperately has to overcompansate to look cis.
He starts getting close with Harris, and Harris is liking him and at somepoint brings in a bunch of pride flag pins. Troy takes a trans flag pin and Harris thinks this is funny because Troy obviously doesn't know what flag it is.
Troy says he is a trans man.
Harris is promptly disappointed, because... fuck. He thought Troy was being nicer, be thought the man was maturing and now he was making a horrible bad taste joke. He tries to call Troy out and Troy doubles down. "No I'm serious. I am trans."
Harris storms off, upset because he'd started to like troy. Meanwhile troy who tried to tell the first person he was trans since like his dad 16 years ago is like ,🧍😬 fuck.
Something something, harris somehow finds out troy was being serious and is just like... Oh. Fuck.
Anyways I think Troy going through hell because he was too good at going stealth is hilarious.
I have too many commitments to write this right now but if someone does write it, I will kiss you on the lips.
Okay, so, I'm having more possible Troy Barret thoughts of him just being completely miserable. And also Ryan Price.
TW suicide attempts.
Like, Troy had sort of mellowed out recently, and price thought it was odd. Of course Troy had always seems like he was following not starting the dickishness, but recently he was barely participating, only if directly dragged into it by Kent.
And sure, Ryan didn't really like Troy, but he could also admit the man wasn't the worst ever. Maybe he was turning over a new leaf with trying to be less horrid.
Most of the team is out doing things after game, and he gets a text from barrett. It starts off making him go..'Oh.. aw' because it's like ' Hey, I know I've been a complete prick, and I don't deserve forgiveness, but for what it's worth I'm sorry. You didn't deserve anything I've said to you, or how everyone treated you. Hiding behind being an asshole wa sthe easiest way to keep myself safe and avoid anyone finding out I was queer' Well that was a surprise.
And then the emotion quickly turns more into oh shit this sounds like a goodbye kind of message 'im not expecting forgiveness, but I wanted you to know why I acted how I did. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry I never apologised sooner, but it won't be happening anymore'
Troy has never seemed the most mentally stable man, but that definitely sounded like a fucking suicide note, god Ryan only hope that Troy had manually sent that and not set it up to send later. He was assumedly in the hotel room.
Ryan questions all the guys finding out who was rooming with Troy and convincing them to swap rooms with him so he has a key to the room Barrett is in and gets back to the hotel as quickly as possible, opening the door. Barretts bed is neat, every item of his in his bag.
It wasnt inherently weierd, he was known for being neat, but there was nothing out of his bag, not a charger, not a phone, not his shoes.
Ryan glanced at the bathroom door before bashing his fist against it 'Barrett?" There's a slight noise but no actual answer. 'Barrett!? Fucking answer me!' when there's no proper response again, the door gets forced open.
Troy's sitting, half slumped against the toilet, pale as a fucking ghost. He looks particularly pale due to the red streaking down his arms from several shallow cuts along them. There's a mostly empty bottle of Tylenol on the floor a few measly remaining pills haphazardly scattered on the floor.
"shit! Barret!" Ryan dropped to his knees, grabbing the other man's shoulders and shaking him slightl, pulling off his jacket to press against the arm wounds. Troy seemed somewhat conscious eyes tracking Ryan, clearly confused at his sudden appearance. Ryan stared back down at the bottle, Troy had to have taken like half a bottle. Fuck.
Ryan didn't think before shoving his fingers down Troy's throat making the man gag and squirm slightly. Ryan did it again and Troy actually vomited this time coughing and gasping as a mostly white vomit came up with chalky bits of half digested pills falling into the toilet. Ryan made him vomit again until it mostly seemed to be stomach acid coming up. When he'd think about it in a calmer headspace, making Troy vomit wasn't the most sensible, he could have choked, but it was all he could think of.
Troy was physically shaking in his arms, face wet with tears and spit, blood soaking Ryan's jacket.
"what the fuck Barrett!?"
Troy fully broke down crying at that.
IMPORTANT NOTE do not make someone over dosing vomit, they aren't exactly going to follow best practice.
Also, another thing on casting.... can we get bood now? Please. Please. I need the Boodram casting. Please announce him..i need to see my baby. And Chiron and Anya!
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Okay, my opinions on the casting, even though I'm half asleep. The actor playing Troy definitely looks like he can pull of drowned cat. I'm very excited for him.
As for the guy playing Harris, I was hoping for more unknowns, but of course I'm not that fussed. He looked gorgeous, although pudgy Harris is really important to me, so I'm a little sad. I think it's important not to excessively comment on the bodies of anyone, let alone celebrities. But i also think people are allowed to be a little frustrated or upset that there's barely any representation for plus size, or even chubby characters, and then one of the few cannonical plus size guys is cast as a skinny man.
That being said, I am excited to see what they bring to the role and to see them on TV
If you want an idea of just how bad Troy is doing in the start of the single parent fic plan. In the first chapter plan he considers offing himself about 6 times, mostly only thinking he couldn't go through with it because he doesn't want his kids in the system.
Which is sort of ironic because without the stress of the kids, he'd still be depressed but probably not considering taking a whole bottle of pills. He'll get better I promise. His slow growth support system will help with that.
Troy Barrett's babysitters (who will end up in a lesbian relationship by the way) love their rich boss so so much. They love the kids, but Troy is so good.
He's paying them A LOT to look after his kids this much, he pays them extra on holidays, or weekends, if they are sikc they still get payment.
They are of course welcome to eat whatever, he has a spare room in his house for the baby sitter to sleep in. If they mention they like a particular food, it's in the cupboard.
No one ever feels like he's creeping on them.
The baby sitter in Toronto was real sad when he was moving to ottawa and Troy paid her like three months salary, because he was concerned that she'd struggle suddenly not having the really good paying job.
Slipping through my fingers will officially have three more chapters, it's all 100 percent plotted out, and the next chapter hopefully releases in a few days. It will include Troy Harris crumbs 😺
I always feel bad when I get notofs that people have liked multiple posts, maybe reblogged them, then followed me, and they are from like a year ago. Because it's like.... Ohh.. I haven't touched COD in a long while, sorry man. You ain't getting more of that 😭
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Elizabeth is one of those kids you can model manners all you want to, and she'll barely used them. But god forbid you ever use and insult in front of her. She's pretty good at not swearing because Troy made it very clear it wasn't allowed, but Here's a non exhaustive list of insults she copied having heard Troy say, and told people at school. (Feel free to add more)
"You are the prime example of the inverse ratio between the size of the mouth and the size of the brain"
"That stick is so far up your arse it's poking out your throat"
"Just because your wife left you doesn't mean we all have to be miserable" -Said to a very confused female teacher who tried to move them on from colouring to writing
"I wish I had a head like yours, I could spend endless hours bashing it into walls"
"Your brain could revolve in a peanut shell for years without touching the sides"
"Would the... pemordal (primordial) goo be proud of what you became?"
"if I had a face like yours I would wear my trousers on my arms and walk upside down"
"Somewhere a village is missing it's idiot"
"You... You look like a clown . And sound like one... And behave like one. Honk honk.".
"the only thing that has passed through your mind is tumbleweed"
"Your mother buys you mega blocks instead of LEGOs"
"As an outsider what is your view on intelligence"
she does sometimes misquote this which only makes them funnier.
Half tempted to write a fic where Troy has hidden dog traits, ears a tail and sharper teeth. He keeps this very carefully hidden, but eventually Harris realises, and Troy is just being spoiled to all shit.
Aka @transharrisdrover s dog boy Troy posts have been rotating in my head like hot rotisserie chicken, and I feel the need to make him pathetic and sad dog.
Harris things he is autistic to start with ( he is but anyways) because it seems like stimming, and he will hyper focus on things, and he's weird about touch sometimes.
Meanwhile Troy's got an inherent instinct to trace everything fast moving with his eyes, and he jerked away when Harris was petting his head because the man got close to his ears.
Troy Barrett growling in frustration whenever something goes wrong.
