I am Marquis and I am a mess.

Jackie Kennedy was a wife that knew her husband was cheating on her. Not just with one woman either; there were quite a few.

Jackie Kennedy decided to stay by her husband because she loved him entirely and wanted to fix things, even if things weren’t fixable.

Jackie Kennedy was sitting right next to her husband when he got shot in the head and immediately put her hand up to his head to maybe stop the bleeding.

Jackie Kennedy held her husbands brains in her hand and then reached back for help.

Jackie Kennedy wore that blood stained suit because she was broken and traumatized.

Jackie Kennedy stood outside the little operating room while everyone tried everything to save her husband, while she sat in a blood stained suit; not just any blood, it was blood of the man she chose to stick by even though their marriage had completely fallen apart.

She sat in the fucking waiting room knowing that there was nothing that could be done, because she had her husbands brains in her hands in the car that was supposed to be safe for both of them.

“the sadness will last forever”