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ok, so as one could likely already tell by my url/username, i am not exactly the most mentally stable person out there (one cannot just simply park their horses within my head) one of the very few tings that has kept me going has been the fact that i might just, maybe, be able to get onto hrt within my,... idk, lifetime with the fact that obtaining this via ""normal"" means isnt exactly an option that i have, i did a lot of research on the possibility of diy and found one of the very few remaining places that are both (mostly) trustworthy and also still operational all i had to do from there was wait just a little bit before i can actually make a purchase and... so anyways they just shut down due to reasons unstated (side eyes, everything in the usa rn) so, uh, im just going to be over here and being perfectly ok, and reasonable about this you know, maybe just go to sleep for a little bit and maybe, itll all. be. ok. (dont worry, im not actually feeling that terrible about this right now, ill be fine)

anyways, unlike some of the other "diy hrt" posts on this website, this is a genuine resource that is very good for researching and exploring the effects, risks, and possible venders for not just feminizing, but also masculinizing treatments do be careful with the venders even still though as some are still a bit risky, not to mention some of the more recent crack downs that there has been in places such as the U.S that add the extra risk of package seizure and other attacks on the more reliable seller (not just those selling treatments but also those selling gender affirming items) o7 to op, you were truly a real one for this

LOOK AT MY FUCKING POLCYLE WHATS THE FICK

Hope this helps!

I never felt like that but I pretended to to fit in, which obviously in hindsight it makes sense, but still. It was a pretty big stepping stone for me figuring out I’m a guy.

Even as a trans woman who considers themself to be lesbian (and also asexual), this has never quite felt right to me. There are many different things I could possibly go into about why I feel that is but, to say the very least of it, it feels as though it continues to perpetuate and enforce the nonexistent boundaries between genders, stereotyping an entire mass of people together based off of their circumstances at birth (the """sex organs""") and how that has come to effect the way in which they were raised and the expectations set upon them, ones gender, sexual, and/or romantic identity/identities/preferences and their place in the binary (while also often not separating those three things despite their major differences), all while degrading the current hierarchy while wishing for a practically identical one in its place instead With all of these things, on top many, many others, being things that I am still personally attempting to cope, deal, and/or unlearn from within myself, regardless of what I have considered my identities to be at any given time, it has also always just hit a bit off

CANT KEEP A NIGGA DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!

also will be slowly uploading recent drawings and maybe older works too(maybe) thank you for 1k followers so far, bunny kisses 🐇💜

(which I honestly didn't even mean to do, I just wanted to see the rest of the possible character interactions but the absolute last thing I wanted to do was ruin this poor girls day but still managed to accidentally mess it up in one instance and I still feel bad for it)