can't have a universe with no yaz

sometimes i think about how yaz didn't get the ending she deserved and i want to scream. she sacrificed her whole life—her family, her friends, her job, her ambitions—for thirteen and she put her heart and soul into travelling in the tardis. she learned how to be with the doctor, even how to be the doctor, but all she has to show for it is a brave face and a broken heart. sometimes i think about how yaz lost her co-pilot along with all her hopes and dreams of getting more from the world, and i just want to scream.

ANYWAY YAZ MY GIRLBOSS BELOVED <3

i both love and hate the fact that dhawan!master chose rasputin as his evil theme song because it was perfectly fitting but i can never listen to it the same way again now,,,

the audacity of thirteen to go out with "tag, you're it" as if this is some sort of game (she's literally playing with our hearts, and she's winning)

so now both yaz and thirteen have expressed the heartbreaking, star-crossed sentiment of wanting more time with each other and in other news i am so very not okay—

it's actually a travesty that we were forced to watch the master parade around in thirteen's outfit (right down to the earring for some reason) but we didn't get even a glimpse of david tennant in it ????

as much as i appreciate how tender their goodbye was, i hate the fact that it took the end of the world for thasmin to have one (1) date ???

i am so unbelievably mad that yaz kept saying "my doctor" and instead of being incredibly cute, it was just repeatedly heartbreaking :(