tha::existentialist

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so...it's finally time. i held on longer than i should have. many years ago, i thought you were my forever. it was my resolve. never thinking there would be another...i kept many at bay. they didn't matter. i took none seriously. there was a space that was reserved for you in hopes of our reunion. i opened up...shot my shot...and *poof* reciprocation was non existent. i would lying if i said i wasn't confused. i don't generally misread queues. there were talks of travel and flirting. you even had me take a test to figure out my kinks. i'm not pissed, not even a little bit. you set me free. your truth and my acceptance of it has created a shift to allow a new love to enter. love that is rooted in honesty, open communication, respect, consideration, and absent of fear. love that thrives in the face of giving a voice to feelings. love that is direct. love that wants to grow. love that wants to build. love that is clear in it's intentions. love that has clear boundaries. it is tough now to think about a love that doesn't come from you...in the end this new love has to be better...more complementary...this new love will liberate me from the idea that no one could love or know me better than you. i held on way too long...perhaps if i had let go, i would have seen that your hand was no longer available for me to hold. i'm moving on...finally.

i want to be...ALIVE and i have to remind myself daily. 

...and on and on and on and on

.::.In a zone right now…me and my music.::.

...and more Burt Bacharach!

I *heart* Billy Preston

I picked this up IMMEDIATELY. Didn't think twice.

This is a great album! I had no idea what I was missing.

Picked this up yesterday.

The beginning of my vinyl collection.

Good times with this one last week...

Hell yeah!