Teya Mari💙

Buti pa siya mamimiss ako hahahahahaha.

Where are you when I need you the most?

I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve your love. You don’t deserve me. Why? You deserve someone better than me. My efforts and love? Those are not enough. For you deserve so much better. You deserve the best. You deserve all the love, attention and efforts in the world. And I will never be better and will never be the best for you. I’m just an ugly jealous bitch who causes you pain and makes you sad. I’m just a plan and ordinary girl that has bugged and disturbed your life. I’m just the girl who causes other people pain because you invested your time on me. Why don’t you regret it? I’m such a big waste of time. But no matter what I do, knowing that I don’t deserve you, I want you in my life and I will not let anything separate us. I love you so much but you deserve more.

I know it’s a little too early to be dramatic about this. But, we’re aging. mabilis na lang ang 4 years. No matter what happens,  I love you very much. We’ll trust God and His plans for us.

Lahat ay nagbago na. Hindi ba? Minsan sobrang sakit, pero hindi ko pa kayang sabihin lahat. I feel a literal heartache every time this happens. But don’t worry, alam ko namang hindi lang ako yung nasasaktan. And I can manage. My feelings are so messed up. I get hurt on little things. And i’m sorry if I have to ask you, hindi ka pa ba napapagod? Kasi pagod ka na ata.

Hydrogen 💁🏻 my eyes are freaking 😂 love you gays 🤗😚

But you chose to be with them.