A smooth surface is impossible to grab it's the irregularities that make it possible to move you, that's what love is for. But I need to stop likening inanimate objects to me. Instead I need to liken me to inanimate objects. I need to learn to talk about things and other people. Actually that's impossible I don't know what the difference is. And people always say these things are counterintuitive, "people that never talk about themselves are hiding something," "people that always talk about themselves can have a charismatic way of doing it selflessly that's why when a good humble person is constantly talking about themselves you'll never even notice because they'll still make you feel included," "people that only sometimes talk about themselves are expert manipulators," there's just no winning when you're me
















