Piece Of My Mind

Everything is changing, moving on, but me

Seeing my couple friends (gl) I understood what the girls I was with felt, I charged them too much, I was "teaching" them how to like, love... And that's probably why every relationship of mine went wrong.

So I met this girl (pty),  I’m talking a little bit with her, I really like her, her thoughts, “where she came from”, a girl that I’d like to have by my side. But how am I supposed to get with her if my atitude has never changed? I haven’t felt like this since 2013 with (TDP) but this time it seems different, just happyness, with nothing else.... Just a little bit jealousy

Do I belong to this world? The thinking of some people isn't right for me... I met a friend of gb, I really like her (pty) so is it gonna happen someday? I think it's time...

And if I'm in love with her? This time is different... It's like the old days... Gb

I can't believe I felt for you, lady... Du

Today I went to a very big germany party, is was a great time in JS, it has been years that I didn't party this way, drink some beer, shoot somethings.... I felt jealous about Du, but not in a strong way, in a very moderate way... I think she is the most beautiful friend that I have! She's the figure of the girl that I think is beautiful! But what I feel about her I know that it is a good way! I just want the best for them!

Today was awful… We were walking thru a mountain rage, and suddenly Gu and F kissed… Gu was worried about me, and F just laugh at me… I wanted to have a fight with F, but i couldn’t, so a had to wake up

Today I went to someone’s building, and everybody was there, friends from school... I thought that F was with Gu... but I was not sure... so, there was a kind of a party and Gu wantes to buy some alcohol... and i freak out.. she jumped of the window of the building... I was in despair, but I knew she wasn’t dead... I run to her... and she was very mad at me... but then she held my hand and started to talk that I was a lot “better” and stuff like that... I could feel her again...