HWANG HYUNJIN
"It's yours."
*This is entirely fictional, none of this is real, very angsty, read at your own risk*
You've been dating Hyunjin secretly for about 5 months now and it kills you inside to know that you and him can't be open about your relationship. You knew this when you got together and you accepted it anyway. But this ...this changes everything.
*Y/n stares at the pregnancy test, positive*
How can this be? (You ask yourself, of course you know how this happened, you're not dense)
*The door opens, it's him, he's home, you throw the rest away under all the trash, he can't know*
"Hey baby!" You proclaim
"There's my girl!!" Hyunjin opens his arms and you run into them.
"How was your day baby?" You ask, giving him a soft peck, he doesn't suspect a thing.
"Great, sit, I have great news." He exclaims.
You both sit, side by side, his face is lit up with excitement.
"We're starting our tour next month! 11 months away!" He exclaims
"Different countries, cities, all around the world!"
"11 months?" Your face falls. "Away?"
He watches your expression change.
"Baby, I know it's a long time, but we've done this before, right? I know we'll miss each other but I'll call when I can, video calls!"
You watch his excited expression and your face softens, his smile, his child like happiness that you fell for.
"That's awesome Hyunnie!" *You feign delight, but there's a knot in your stomach, a knot and something else*
He's so excited, he doesn't see your upset. He gets up and paces, already planning everything in his head. He's so happy, his life is right where he wants it, who are you to mess that up?
So, when does the tour begin?" You ask.
"Next month, I told you." He states matter of factly.
"Oh....right...." Your head is elsewhere, your unborn baby, HIS unborn baby.
"Are you okay?" He asks cautiously, finally turning to face you.
"What? No, yeah." You smile softly "I'm fine, just, you know, 11 months.... Wow!" You exclaim, feigning excitement again, at the end, the baby will be born....or....you have a decision to make.
*He sits next to you now, invested in you*
"Don't, don't do that." You can't stand his eyes boring into you, that look, that damned knowing look, you start to sweat, your heart beat quickens. "Hyunnie...I...."
*The phone rings, it's Chan*
*He holds up his finger to his lips, quiet*
"Hey Chan! What's up?" *Silence from the other end*
"Yeah, I'll be there." *He hangs up and runs his hand over his face* "He needs the whole group, something about setting up dates and getting everything in order." *He moves to you. "Are you okay? I can stay?"
You smile, the first time you've given him a fake smile in your whole relationship.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Go ahead and see what the group needs, I'll be here."
That was a flat out lie.
*He smiles as he gives you a kiss, soft and sweet, promises of more to come*
"I'll be back soon okay? I love you."
"I love you too." And with that, he's out the door. "I'm pregnant." You whisper to the empty room, a silent tear falls down your face. Looking around and everything that need to be done. Everything that needs to be packed. You can't stay. You can't ruin his life. You. Can't.
End of part 1
