Ambré

wanna kms bad

artists tend to be extreme empaths. We feel our emotions very outwardly. Well, I really can only actually speak for myself, but it seems the general consensus is that we are all super in touch with our feelings. Which makes sense, but it’s not in a way that shows “emotional intelligence”. We just express so much so often, we get drained. That turns into depression, which turns into a whole lot of other things. A lot of times I think about what my contribution to this world will be; How I will impact people, how people will view and speak of me in my absence. I’d like to think I’m a good person and I truly have good intentions with the things I do. But also, I feel like it’s just human nature to want to be liked and or loved. In some capacity. Part of that is the reason why we ruthlessly fuck up or excel. Does that make sense? Like, we want so badly to be liked, respected, or for some people, just known. Of course, I do things out of the goodness of my heart but also, we have to admit that there is a bit of ego involved. Which isn't a bad thing, it’s just the way it is. Regardless, being a kind person feels so fucking good. Doing something for someone, in any capacity, feels just as good to me as it may feel to them. 

I feel alone a lot