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I come to hate looking at it after a month or so and I have to change its appearance to something new or place it in a different style in order to make it look interesting to look at and not boring!

Or else I'd be wayy too unproductive than I already am with it :'D

It's not a great improvement for me if I have to keep doing this to keep myself motivated but compared to back when I wasn't using a planner or journal— My head's thoughts are all over the place! I was such a mess than I am now.

Did I write too much? Should I shorten it or just include then on the post itself?

I hate anything that would distract or interrupt my rhythm— I fear my zone will go away when I do and then not be able to be in thay zone again for a long time,,

It didn't burn while I was making it but after washing my hands, I think it activated LMAO

It's not about negative things like rethinking choices over and over again but instead its always about details and specifications: What's this? Why's this? How's this?

Any detail you can think of asking about a thing— I wanna know them all!

Every step I should do, every plan I should make— I need to think it all!!

I obsess on things that you usually don't obsess over!

And If I can't think, I can't move. I have to think in order to move. In order to do things successfully. So that these things I do don't end up failing.