i've been putting off making a formal announcement on this blog but i think i've reached a point where i can say the blog as everyone knows it is...done. the hiatus has turned into a retirement of sorts.
basically, going forward, there is no promise of any fics being posted, no more tag lists, no more icon/header changes for a hwa fic, etc. fics can be posted randomly and not just be focused on hwa, it'll be about whatever catches my attention and i want to write a fic on. this could mean months upon months with no update. it could mean i never update again. idk i am not really focusing on it.
so yeah, thats the short version. longer version under the cut.
the thing about running this blog is that over time it ended up being whatever idea i had needed to be tweaked in order to feel comfortable post it here. that could be trying to put smut scenes in, or thinking about the dynamic and how it would come across to an audience, or if i went too long without posting and it would weigh on me.
after my move to toronto, i hit burn out with the blog. i missed writing original works, and i missed the genre exploration i liked to do with original pieces such as horror. i dealt with a sort of nagging guilt if i didn't post on here for long periods of time and i felt like if i kept pushing against how my brain was going, the fics posted here would suffer in quality.
ppl who have read this far know that i don't pay attention to the amount of notes i get on my fics. i write the ideas because i want to write them. that's been my rule and once i got the sense i was writing for the blog and not writing cuz i wanted to, i realized i needed to step away from it.
so going forward, the only time this blog will be updated is if i got a story idea that naturally and organically was planned as a fic in my head. this could mean no more hwa fics ever again. it could mean fics about random video game characters. it could mean more star wars fics. or it could mean i don't update for a really long time. i don't know what form it will take. i'm not really focusing on that.
while this blog was my primary focus, i met a lot of amazing people and ended up meeting people that now mean so much to me. i had tons of nice messages sent to me. i never thought i'd get 3k followers here and that wasn't my goal, it just ended up happening.
if you read all this, thanks, and thank you to everyone who took the time to read anything i posted, it means a lot. i'll be at the toronto ateez show if anyone wants to say hi.
my main blog is @hologramhoneymoon - you can follow me there for a lot of random reblogs from a lot of random things.
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Your fics are amazing. They are enjoyable .Thank you so much for getting me out of my boring day.i hope you write soon again .
-one of your reader
Thank you so much 💜 i'm glad you enjoy what i posted here. I still write all the time, I just don't wanna post it online, but i'm glad people still find these fics and enjoy them!
after starting to write, i didn’t read as much, not only that but i don’t usually go for longer fics but my god wallflower had me in a chokehold through all 40k words… so jealous of the people that were on tumblr when you were active. hope you’re doing amazing, please know how much we all adoreee your fics and i will from now on be reading them religiously <33
Thank you so much! 💜 Wallflower was so fun to write and I'm happy so many people enjoyed it.
I've been doing really well. I did such a hard reset of my entire life when moving to Toronto and I've been slowly creating the life that I want. I still write a lot but just don't post it anywhere, I've been enjoying exploring things without an audience. ✨️
first off hi! it s been a while, hope you’re doing great 🩷 just dropped by to say i was talking to my bestie about a fic i found on here and she said “everytime you send me something and you say it’s good i have to judge it by the lyla scale” like that’s genuinely our meter for judging a fic. I have to admit reading fics on here has never been the same since finding your blog. our brain chemistry has been permanently altered 🙇♀️🙇♀️
Thank you so much 💜 I'm glad even tho I'm not posting here anymore that my fics are still on your mind ☺️💕
i just wanted to let you know i first read your fics when i was very heavily involved in the ateez fandom. i remember thinking about your blog a little bit after my interest faded and it was maybe a couple months after i saw your retirement post. i think you’re an amazing writer and even though you may not be posting anymore i still love to come back and reread them because the way you write makes every character feel alive somehow (video girl is my all time favorite and i think the first one i read by you). i hope you’re doing well ❤️❤️
Thank you so much 💜 this message is really kind. I had so much fun writing Video Girl and I'm happy so many people enjoyed it 💘
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my friend was reading a fic and randomly said to me “this person is good but nobody’s ever gonna top lyla” and I wholeheartedly agree, we miss u, hope you’re doing well
😭 this is so nice, thank you 💜 I've been doing alright 💕
I’ve really been hoping you’ve seen ateez’s seasons greetings shoot bc seonghwa is literally my addicting kitten
I can definitely see how that photoshoot works with that fic! In my mind tho that version of Hwa is from the performance of Rhythm Ta from Kingdom 💕 so i only ever picture that 💞
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Hello helloo :) I just wanted to greet you after a looooong time. How have you been? I have been gone a looong time now, only checking occasionally when a accidentally pushed a notification BUT I wanted to check on you :)
Hii hi 💜 I'm doing well, settling into my new life in toronto. I hope you're doing well and happy new year!! 💜
I wouldn't want to bother you in your retirement but hace you seen the star wars hwa core??? The outfits he's been choosing 😭😭😭 it reminds me so much of you
This is so funny cuz earlier my best friend and I were talking about how Star Wars core his outfits are lately! The one with the bun and that suit knocked me out, if I had ever gotten around to formally writing that concept, this comeback would've been perfect for it lol.
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bff we need to know ur thoughts on the mv/album 🙇 how we feeling abt pink hair hwa and also the bun he had in the mv shhdhdjkdkssk it’s still making me lightheaded
and yunho in the beginning like Why were his fingers the first thing we saw… they knew damn well😭
also hope ure doing well!!!🩷 missing u every day on here~
Hwa looks amazing this cb, as usual lol. His confidence is really amazing cuz you can see it grow with each cb. I was so happy to see the pink hair return. He pulls it off so well and I LOVE the bun. I love the EP, it sounds so cohesive and elements of it remind me of the Movement era without being repetitive.
And thank you so much 💜 thanks for the nice message 🥰
Hey! I just want to say and I think I talk for the majority, that when we cry about your absence is in a light hearted way. So please do not feel like you are disappointing us! I had the impression on one of the last answers that you maybe felt bad about it but pls don't. You are great and we love you. So good luck with your original writing :) just wanted to point that out
