Ember

sorrry sort of exploding because i’ve fucked up so many things !!! and life is so fucking awful and it’s so beautiful too and the rot and death only can exist because there is better . love exists and i see it on so many peoples faces and i see it on dark nights and i see it in the memories ive held . but there is so much evil in this world it makes me want to cry i see it in my nightmares . and there’s death and i remember the day i knew that this world isn’t for me . and maybe im off my meds but i see god in the branches of the trees and on my dads face but i see so much sadness there too. and sometimes people i care about so much might care about me less than i care for them and sometimes the reverse will happen!!! and i’ll hurt people and ill be hurt and it feels like an awful cycle . and i have a recording of a call that i meant to delete and i can hear my lamp in the background and i can hear her smile maybe . and i want to dissolve i want to live but i don’t think i ever will .

so excited to walk to school in 26 degree weather tomorrow morning

I can give you a ride to school your house is on the way😭

yall have those friends where you wonder HOW ARE THEY ABLE TO LEGALLY DRIVE

FUCK YOUUUU

BEN WYATT MY BABY

GUYS HI IM BACK MY PARENTS ACCIDENTALLY LOCKED ME IN TUE GARAGE AND ITS 2 AM

HIIIIIII

HAIIIIIII OMG EMBER

I HAVE BEEN VERY INACTIVE TOO BUT I SAW YOU POSTED!!!!!

ILYY SMMM

ILYT!!!!!

GUYS HI IM BACK MY PARENTS ACCIDENTALLY LOCKED ME IN TUE GARAGE AND ITS 2 AM

HIIIIIII

HAIIIIIII OMG EMBER

I HAVE BEEN VERY INACTIVE TOO BUT I SAW YOU POSTED!!!!!