freedomisbeforethee:
The touch was cold like damp earth. For a short moment Gellertâs skin paled. It felt as if all life was being sucked out of him. His vision blurred oddly. Deathâs Elderitch form seemed to flicker and melt into the shape of his spiritual guide, the Black Shuck or Grim as wizards knew him. The sign of misfortune and harbinger of death.
He could hardly believe what he had heard. Gellert did remember Ariana as a sweet and timid girl, often melancholic and sad, however always drawn to him and Albus, wanting to hear the stories the alluring stranger told. And Gellert had no problem with supplying what she wanted. He had never wanted her dead.
When Death let go of him, Gellert dropped on the ground like a puppet. Blood smeared accross his face and hands. He listened to the Elderitch raging at him. His heart seemed to freeze as he heard the words. Death could not lie. That was impossible.
You did it. You killed her. Oh, God. Albus would lose his mind if he learned of this. His best friend, his lover had killed his sister. Gellert caught himself wheeping. Why was he crying now? In front of death? Shouldnât that be embarassing?
His biggest nightterror, his deepest fear had just become a shocking reality. It sunk itself deep into his heart and spread through his bones and flesh. His eyes glazed over in unnamed pain. What was the point in this debate anyway? What was he trying to prove? That he still was the master of his own destiny? And to whom? Himself? Death?
What did it matter anymore? Gellert had reached a dead end. Quite literally. âIt was an accidentâ, he whispered, âNone of us wanted her dead. Me in particular. I saw Albus. It broke him. Do you honestly think I would hurt the person I love the most like this? I am not that selfish.â
Gellert stared down at the mud before him. His eyes graced Deathâs cloak. Animal. Nobody had ever called him like this. They had said monster, mad man, lunatic, bastard and many more terms. But never animal. It hurt almost just as much as the knowledge that he had ended Arianaâs life.
All I ever wanted was to be something more. Gellert exhaled slowly. He carefully pulled out the Elder Wand, which he had carried safely in his inner pocket. Turning the thinner tip towards his own face, he offered the handle to Death.
âThen finish me offâ, he demanded, âWho cares if it happens sooner or later? It is not like anybody would mourn a person like me. You clearly showed that I have nothing to lose or gain anymore. Neither in this world nor in the other.â
â...No, I donât think you intended to harm him--which is why I think you still have some redeemable qualities.â At seeing the Elder Wand, Death snatched it from Gellertâs fingers, gently examining the thing and swallowing hard as he did so.
âShe...sheâs damaged.â He mutters, eyes shooting over at Gellert again, âWas she like this when you found her?â A soft growl that turned more serious as he again snarled, âWas she like this when you FOUND HER?!â










