a paramore blog

To one of the very best humans we’ve ever known - our brilliant leader, our most thoughtful cheerleader, our baddest badass, our brightest light, our heartbeat, and our best pal. Happy Birthday, Hayley. The world is most certainly a far better place with you in it.

I’m alive to both pain and joy now. I have my old laugh back, as my mom says. The one that takes over my body and sends me out of myself for a few seconds. And only a couple years ago, I had hoped I’d die.