Transparency
Hey guys, for this week's post I've decided to be transparent about my battle/journey with Endometriosis.
I started my menstrual cycle at the age of thirteen (13). Soon after I began experiencing excruciating pain. My grandmother would say "that's cold in your belly, that's why you're in so much pain". Each month the pain would worsen. Eventually my mother took me to a gynecologist who suspected that it was endometriosis based on the symptoms I was experiencing. I've spent thousands of dollars by gynecologists and all of them suspected the same. I've also spent many nights in the emergency room, hooked up on drips and medication to ease the pain. Most over the counter medications I've tried. From Motrin to women's Panadol to Ponstan Forte to Advil gel, you name it I've tried it. I currently use Tramacet and gravol and as for now it works well. I vividly remember going to the emergency room one night and the gynecologist on call refused to come see me in the emergency room. I also remember being told that the pain I'm experiencing is all in my head. I also remember heading to work and my clothes getting dirty and the maxi driver refusing to pick me up. I thank God daily for my husband. He has seen me go through it month after month. There are times I couldn't even stand up straight, bleeding extremely heavy, using 6 to 8 pads daily or make it out of bed to do the basis things I would usually do every day. Constant pain can drive you insane. I now battle depression and anxiety but that's another story for another day. Most months I have to solely depend on my spouse. Every 28 days as a rule I would be in debilitating pain, now it's every 23 days. I was only diagnosed with endometriosis a couple of years ago. Presently my doctors are recommending surgery, and that in itself comes with a lot of risks. As for now I'm weighing the pros and cons, doing my liver and kidney cleanse every 3 months and gradually cutting out a lot of my unhealthy habits. So far, I've seen some changes with my cycle and some months the pain is bearable and other times it isn't. I learnt that having a support system is very important. I am grateful for the Trinidad and Tobago Endometriosis association, my husband, my friends and my close family members.
My battle with endometriosis has not been an easy one, but I refuse to give up or give in.
I hope this post inspires you girlies. Until next time, bye.











