Farah

I deserve to feel happy

All I do is let people drag me to the ground like I’m piece of shit I don’t deserve anything like even to wake up the next morning there is a black hole in my heart,I’m dying why there’s no one there to hold me up like when I need someone to talk to everyone disappear maybe the problem is me not maybe it’s is I only deserve to dye deserve to burn in Hell faraaahh burn in fucking hell I hate you I really do I’m done to feel anything I want just to Rest In Peace.

Why me ?

I’m falling

So dead inside

I can’t make it to the other side.

لا مش عم ببكي دمعت من الدخان.

Waiting for death to frees me from here.

I feel pretty down

Too much shit to handle I’m so fucking tired of feeling like shit everyday to wake up to the same day the same fucking dayyy I’m donee the things that used to make me happy now its make me feel like shit I blame myself for living I don’t know what the fuck is going on with me but the onlything I know that I’m done.

I don’t wanna be myself