Sep 13, 2018
dying
forgot how familiar this feeling is. ive tried so hard to give love but i am always always still hurting because deep inside I know it’s a lie. he’s never wanted me. he wants someone else and he’s never been in love with me. these past few weeks have been a fucking lie and ive just been a puppy falling for his every word. love isn’t real and I don’t want to exist knowing i can’t be happy anymore. i kept reminding myself everyday that he cared about me. up until now I can’t trust people or him.
