i love you , more than i’ve ever loved anyone ever , i feel as though what we have is a weird kind of special cause we meet at a time where i didn’t think i could ever actually care for someone, yes i was making an effort “get you” , “win you over” but honestly i didn’t see it going anywhere because i was empty but then you came along and filled me up , you made me happy , you made me wanna do things , you made me wanna grow , made me less angry , you made me see the beauty and just regular things , things i care for before but i never really opened my eyes to see it , im glad you’re in my life now and we been growing together for all these months , it’s such a beautiful thing and now that i do have you i will do everything in my power to keep you and make you happy , sometimes i find myself in deep thoughts because i’m not sure if can make you happy not because i can’t just because i’m human and it’s hard to know what another human needs , we aren’t plants or pets or even a business, for 10 years i’ve been trying to find a way to figure people out , how there brains work and why they do the things they do but i’ve realized that it’s not possible because there no one answer everything is up to interpretation but you can interpret matters of the mind , all i can do is try and that’s what makes what we have so special i always wanna try , i always wanna make sure your ok and that your happy because your my center you complete me , i don’t need to understand everyone and no one needs to understand me , i just need to understand you , i love you so much , and im glad that im blessed to have crossed paths with you and for you to enjoy my company the way i enjoy yours , ive never actually believed in forever but i do now
