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ENTRY 3

please stop it hurts more than it hurts..? it hurts inside i want to cry make it stop please it feels like I’m being stabbed stop please make it stop it hurts hurt hurt hurts stop please i want to die kill me please make it stop when will it stop my head hurts wheres the sky i can’t see bloodbloodbloodwallshelpleasesstopihate this nononononononoplease stop stop stop stop stop stop my head hurts help I’m trapped help help help please no no no no nO STOP PLEASE I CAN T HANDLE IT IT HURTS WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME AGAH GAHA GA H GHAGH GHG gh———— noonononono stop stop it hurts the pain it hurts help help help— hahahahahahahhahahahah

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It’s like I’m never noticed. being pushed around, being slammed to the ground… It’s like I’m a ghost to everyone! I don’t know how that’d be possible… Maybe I just can’t think straight Idk it’s stupid. I’ll add more later. Back. It’s been 30 minutes. Uhhhh, the name’s Spencer Lockhome. I’m talking to myself it’s a diary IDK. it’s stupid. I just see people do it all the time!… I’m dumb and stupid and everyone hates me! People think because I have MPD that i’m weird… not like I am? Right? I don’t think I am… Jesus i’m contimplating I thought it would be fun to do this it’s just making me worse… The doctor said i’d be getting something called- shouldn’t say just incase my brother finds this. No one knows about it. I shouldn’t hide It I know it’s just… I don’t really have a Excuse-. Anyway I should get back to the topic of MPD. I have Raygon (Xavier) He’s the “destroyer” of worlds I guess. And then theres Clarris. I don’t think I should have a girl personality but she’s there. She’s the edgy one. And then theres unknown. He doesn’t speak. He doesn’t talk and no one likes him. people hear him mumble things but its gibberish. I should stop writing. bye

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