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homie : dickson.

I'm suffering. I protected my best friend. Who probably doesn't even consider me her best friend anymore. We don't talk anymore. It makes me feel alone. I stood up to my close friend that did something wrong but I really , really felt needed someone to get his grip on his own life and do his own thing so he can just be happy. We don't talk anymore. I don't think he considers me a friend anymore. I stood up to the girl who caused my ex to break up with me and I accepted the break up extremely well compared to my other relationships , by protecting and being honest to the guy she was with before the whole unnecessary drama happened. And I got all the shit for it. I got called trash again because I stood up for what I thought was right. I was there for someone who I thought would be there for me. I thought we were going to be great friends , we even started to like each other. Then out of the blue , he stops talking to me. Like I don't exist. What did I do. My friend for a couple years now , the one of the few I treated like my brother started treating me like I wasn't a human being. What did I do. My friend that started to like me expected me to be there for him and even though I couldn't physically be there for him , I tried what I could have done at the time , but he expected more. . . And I'm trying to give my input but he's so close-minded. Now most of our conversations are fights and I have no clue why. I'm just being a good friend. There's more to this , too. But why is this all happening to me this year. Am I going insane ?