the big trick is to never ever hope for anything and always expect the worst no matter what #mythoughtprocess

I would be so good at haunting you after i die

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!

the most fun a girl can have is finding parallels, noticing patterns, making connections, contemplating

i feel like i deserve more credit for getting up in the morning

whenever i cant force myself to complete tasks i start thinking shit like “they should invent a cocaine thats lowkey good for you” and then i go. Oh Yeah. I Need Medicine.

tbh im not entirely immune to a villain with a tragic backstory but i do think villain origins are a lot more interesting when the focus is less "here is the original sin, the first big bad thing that happened to them that made them who they are" and more "here is the first time a person who maybe otherwise felt powerless in their life realized that they could hurt someone and get away with it"

you can get a lot more mileage out of analyzing a truly abhorrent character through the lens of like. what sort of conditions would allow or even incentivize this kind of cruelty? what kind of person benefits from those conditions and how? over the more typical who hurt them type analysis. imo.