* 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭 / 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬

ready to smile all pretty for the cameras? i swear there are no breaks for us and i feel like i shouldn't complain, but i'm going to. at least, a little bit, but i doubt that surprises you. though it has been in a while since we've seen each other. @tctemcraes

wait, are we scheduled to show up at the same event and i didn't get the memo ? thought i'd have a few more weeks left without seeing your face. you know, with us both enjoying our free time very far away from each other. but yeah, guess i have to be ready to smile all pretty for the cameras. just keep it a little more chill this time around. i'll just process it by writing, but i doubt that surprises you. at least we have one single thing in common.

when can't sleep i usually get up and do the whole brain reset thing, you know... walk around, take a cold shower, smoke some weed. but sometimes, occasionally, not-all-that-often-i-swear, i like to watch those god-awful late night infomercials. i will admit i've bought some stuff off of there, but i've never used a single thing. what do you do when you can't sleep? hopefully something a lot easier on the wallet than my late night habit. [ @goldenerastarters ]

you're joking, right ? please elaborate "some stuff" you've bought from those late night informercials. because i'm contemplating showing up with a collection of vacuum cleaners at your door late at night while you're high and convincing you to buy them all. only to wake up to a hundred messages from you the next morning, asking me why you're suddenly the proud owner of ten different vacuum cleaners in various colors. i journal when i can't sleep. good for mental health and actually helps me finishing tons of songs i was stuck on. hint hint.

i'm still processing how successful off campus is! plus i'm feeling low key like people will get sick of my face soon. maybe i'm wrong, but it's been so cool to see all the reactions. i still can't get over the fact that people are going to hair salons and asking for the allie cut. it's not at all what i expected! @goldenerastarters

as if people could ever get sick of your face. i mean, hello ? if anything, those with enough money will run to the plastic surgeon of their choice with a picture of you and be like "that's what i wanna look like." kardashian/jenner vibe but make it 2k26. not that that's a system i support, but you get my point. you're stunning. and funny. and you're rocking those bangs. people are already suffering from not getting any new mika content on the daily anymore, so a trip to the hair salon sounds like the perfect pastime. i'm this tempted to cut me some bangs again too.