Bee

It’s been 522 days since I’ve last posted on here.

I used to be obsessed with my female science teacher and I’ve had quite a few tcs in my lifetime but unfortunately I’m not in school anymore.

Therefore I’m not too sure what I want to do with this blog but I don’t want to just abandoned it and let it rot online. Let me know if you have any suggestions!

I’ll start by uploading some of my less cringe drafts and maybe just random posts about my dumb ass feelings on *women*.

Also I want to start doing tcconfessions, so if you want to anonymously leave anything you’d like to get off your chest about your tc or want advice, leave it in my inbox!

Thanks for anyone who’s read this,

A girl at school had found out about my blog because of that YouTube video that was going through the tcc, and since she used to be friends with me she knew the nickname I had for my tc. So she told school about it and then they had a chat with me about it. I didn’t get in trouble because I told them I wasn’t posting on it anymore and also said that I was just using the tcc tags and that it was actually about a crush I had on a girl my age. I’m pretty sure they knew what teacher I liked though, but they just let me off because I said I wasn’t posting and that it was from ages ago. I’m so grateful for tumblr not having dates for when things are posted now

Awe that’s cute, I’ll need to listen to it later.

I love having songs that remind you of your favourite people like it’s so mushy and adorable and I’m such a sucker for it.

I’ve already left that school and tbh I was sad for a bit purely because I did miss my tc but I was also really happy to finally leave which trumped all of that.

I haven’t been on tumblr in quite a bit, so I’m sorry for neglecting my blog, but it always felt a bit weird going back on here after my school had discovered it.

But hey! I’ve left highschool now and I’m in college so I don’t feel the need to hide from this anymore. I think I might even take my old posts specifically talking about my tc off of private.

So let’s talk about my teacher crush.

Honestly, my feelings towards her went through this weird rollercoaster and I think it’s safe to say I don’t have a crush on her. However, that doesn’t mean I’m not physically attracted to her, but that’s in the past. I’m not going to see her anymore, so it’s a good thing that I’m over her technically.

What’s been going on?

I met a lady

She was 8 years older than me

The lady was very nice and sweet

One day while talking to her my brain just went ohhh shit she’s cute

Dumb brain developed a crush on said lady

Pretty lady helped me out a lot

We listened to music together until 2am

Dumb brain fell in love with said lady

I realised I fell in love with her the day I was never going to see her again

It’s been a month and two days since I last saw her

I’m definitely still not over her

Why am I sharing this exactly?!

Well anyways, thanks for sticking around! And thank you for over 1000 followers! It’s good to be back!

P.s. I made a Spotify playlist about aforementioned lady.

P.s.s She’ll be refered to with the nickname pin

WARNING: I may start talking about her, a lot. Don’t say I didn’t warn you. :3