[RP] The Sound That Mamas Make
So this one is a bit personal to me. Because of that, Iâve written it far more stream of consciousness than I usually do and have proofed it far less. If things seem a little messy, thatâs whyâbut I didnât and donât want to dilute it by polishing it too much. Weâll see if that pays off.
Revantusk Village
Taz pushed himself to his feet and wandered away from the tent flap, pointedly ignoring the sobs and torrent of apologies pouring forth from the boy inside. He longed to reassure Juzmik, to comfort himâloa knew that Yarbo wouldnât be able to. But if the boy was going to be a man, and if that man was the Chief that would lead the Warband through whatever hell the burning Legion had in store for themâŚthen he couldnât coddle. Juzmik wasnât his sonâhe was the Warbandâs leader. Their Chief. And while Taz would always stand by him, and be there to advise, and share whatever burdens came to bearâŚthe fact was, there was only one Chief. And the Chief would have to do things far more painful and more difficult than if he was going to be worthyâtruly worthyâof the title. Â
His resolution waivered the moment the boy walked out of Yarboâs hut, red-eyed and ashen faced. He rested a hand on Juzmikâs shoulder and said quietly, âyou donât have to go. I can tell them,â as he gazed across the grassy knoll at Rasekâs childhood home.
Tazâs heart leaped with pride as Juzmik shook his head silently, and nodded towards the hut. He knows, Taz thought, taking a deep, steadying breath as he swallowed the sudden and rather large lump in his throat as they began to walk. He doesnât know. But he knows what has to be done.
He squeezed Juzmikâs shoulder again, before pausing at the door to smooth invisible wrinkles from his unusually impeccably laundered tabard, and to brush off imaginary specs of dust. He glanced at Juzmik and smiled, just a littleâthe boy had the same idea. âOkay,â he muttered, almost under his breath. âHere we go. Stay with me, Juz.â
He knocked once, and the door was almost immediately opened by an elderly, white-haired woman. From the quick wince and drop of Juzmikâs eyes, it could only be Rasekâs mother. âJuzmik?â she asked, smiling but clearly curious. âAndâŚa friend. I wasnât expecting you today.â
âNahâŚâ Juzmik began. âHey, Zoti. Well eh. We were. In the neighborhood. We were here in Revantusk and weâŚâ
âMaâam. âŚCould we come in, please?â He tried to smile, couldnât, and settled for a stiffly professional nod instead.
âOHâof course. Forgive my manners. Come inside and sit. Iâll get you boys a bowl of stew; itâs fresh off the fire.â
âI donât think thatâll be necessary, maâam,â Taz said, ducking inside the hut and taking a seat on a bench in front of the hearth fire. Juzmik took the seat beside him, breathing deeply and steadily.
âDonât be silly. Boys are always hungry, especially ones back from war. Youâre here to share your stories and show off your scars Iâll be boundâthe Warbandâs been doing that in my house since before they were the Warband, you know. Yarbo and Rasek would spend all day outside fighting like little raptor pups, then come inside and brag about who had the biggest cut, whose bruise was darker than whose, which of them had lost the most bloodââ She laughed, a high, shrill sound without a hint of true mirth or memory under it. The stew bowl in her hand continued to fill, mechanically, and by now the fishy broth simply sloshed over the top and back into the pot with each ladle full.
âWhat are you doing here?â The voice was deep, and icy calm. Tazâs head jerked up to meet the eyes of a large Amani troll standing in a bedroom doorway. âJuzmik? Who is this? And why are you here?â
Juzmik swallowed hard, glancing up and giving the man a ghastly smile before dropping his eyes again. âHey Azibo. Weâre just here talking about⌠Oh, thisâs Tazâjin, heâs myâheâs aâthe Warbandâs General, andâŚâ
Aziboâs eyes narrowed as he eyed the Darkspear, and the reassurance of Tazâs Warband membership didnât cause him to relax in the slightest. âThatâs one question. But I ask again: why are you here? And why are you upsetting my wife?â
âSir.â Taz stood, giving the man a deep nod and trying very hard not to glance to the side, to the image of Rasekâs mother frozen now over the kettle of fish. âYouâre Rasekâs father?â
âWho are you, and why. Are you in. My house.â
Taz opened his mouth to speak, but snapped it shut as Juzmik spoke. âAziboâŚZoti⌠RasâŚhe didnât make it. Home. From the Shore. Rasekâs dââ
Bowl clattered against pot as it fell to the ground and splintered, hot soup sloshing everywhere. Taz was there in a moment, grabbing Zoti by the shoulders and guiding her away from the burning liquid seeping around the hearth. Azibo was there before he could lead her to a seat, elbowing Taz aside and taking her arm as she wailed, an eerie, quiet sound meant only for herself.
She collapsed onto the floor, immovable in her grief. Azibo simply crouched beside her, rocking gently as she buried her face into his chest, and fixed the two Wathans with his unchanging, frozen glare. âHow?â
Iâm sorry Iâm sorry Iâm sorry Iâm so so sorryâ The thought flashed quickly through Tazâs head as he look at Juzmik. The boyâs eyes were fixed on the ground, and he was biting his lip; it was taking everything he had to hold himself together. âWeâŚwe donât know, sir. He led the charge out of the boat, we know that. He was separated from us in the meleeââ
âWhy. Did you let my boy get separated from you?â
Taz swallowed hard.  ââŚThe last reports we know about refer to him fighting a demonâa shivarrahââ
âWhy didnât the person making these reports help him instead of writing it down?â
âHeâs been put in for an award. With the Horde itself. And sir, I want to express my deepestââ
âI. Donât. Care.â The manâs voice remained quiet, barely raised enough to be heard over the screams of his wife as he rocked her and ran a hand down her hair over and over and over. Do you have children, Darkspear?â
Yes, Taz wanted to answer. Yes. Hundreds and hundreds of boys and girls have been my children. I raised them from clumsy, fearful things afraid of their own shadows to fine warriors that stood against the Naga, the Illidari, the scourge and the Lich King himself. I watched dozens of them die with my own eyes. I held their hands as Papa Samdi claimed them, and spoke empty words of comfort as they begged to see parents that were not me. I said the blessings, led the services, I buried them, and every single time I swore it would never happen again. And every single time it was a lie.
But his tongue, because it did not have the language to express what he was feeling in a way that wouldnât be insulting, simply answered, âNo.â
Azibo nodded, almost to himself. âI thought not. I thought not.â His gaze broke from Tazâs for the first time, and he reached out a free hand to touch an old, weathered stick sitting in a shadowed corner, with hook and line tied tightly, but inexpertly, to the end. âDo you know what this is, Darkspear General?â He pulled it from the corner, hand running down the pole almost thoughtfully as he looked back at Taz. âDo you?â
Taz shook his head, and Juzmikâs breath hitched in a silent sob as he looked up, and then away again. âNo sir. I donât.â
âThis is his fishing rod. His first. Itâs a piece of !@#$, you know; he carved it out when he was five. I let him use my knife to do it. For his birthday, you know. He never caught a damn thing with it; was a piece of junk, but he tried. He triedâŚâ Aziboâs grip on the flimsy stick tightened effortlessly, and there was a sudden SNAP as the pole shattered in half.
Juzmik was on his feet almost instantly, mouth wide with horror as he wiped his eyes. He stepped forward, as if to pick up the pieces and put them back together (somehow), but the firm hand of his General on his shoulder stopped him, and he turned, pleading. âBut TazâRasâs stickââ
âI know. ...I know. Let it go, Juz. Let it go.â
âButââ
âPlease. Chief. Let it go.â
A rub of his face, a small nod, and Juzmik straightened again, and turned around. âTheâŚthe Warband will share more with you as soon as we know, andâŚwhen theâŚthe bodyâs been collectedâŚyouâll be the first toâŚknow.â
âGet out.â
âZeboââ
âI donât. Care. Out.â
Taz stepped back, motioning Juzmik to the door with a discreet nod of his head. The boyâhis Chiefâlooked torn for a moment; there was so much more that needed to be said, and the ache to do something, anything was so strongâŚbut trust was stronger, and he walked through the hutâs door with nothing more than a final, formal salute to the pair sitting on the floor, still rocking, and now silent.















