beautifulnightmares

I would hug you all day if I could.

I remember all the late night talks and all the words i was comfortable saying to him, but i never would have been able to say to anyone else. i remember all the songs that take me back and make me smile. i remember all the moments he took my breath away. i remember the games we played because we talked so much we couldn’t think of anything to say. i miss you.

Used to have someone I could call in the middle of the night for absolutely no reason at all, but now it just rings and I don’t have anyone at all.

“I loved you” I wanted to scream, but instead my words were so mean and cold. I was too bold and thought I was gold. I picked up the phone hoping it was you to talk things through, instead I mocked you. My hatred towards you was out of love. My heart stung from vodka filled lungs. “Wanna start over” your lip quivered in lies. While I shivered from my bitter, I can’t help you aren’t a committer. I yelped “It’s too late, you had endless chances”. What a careless mistake I made. I am sorry but it appears you are too late.